23 Signs of the Last Days Before Christ’s Return

1. Serial Killers/massive murder counts by psychopaths including mass abortions/baby-murdering

2. Narcissists everywhere, both homeless/poverty stricken and wealthy in leadership positions

3. Casual and legalized prostitution, pornagraphy, homosexuality and homosexual marraige (mass sexual immorality)

4. Punishment and persecution of those refusing to facilitate homosexuality

5. Teaching children that homosexuality is normal, good and desirable

6. Sexual confusion and delusion as to sex as in rejection that males and females are what tbey are and can be a sex of their choice and should change it if they claim to feel “confused” and persecution and punishment of straight persons who engage in romantic or sexual relations with “underage” (a subjective term) persons and anyone “older” (subjective term) who does so with anyone even a year younger (yes, a mere year in dating difference can cause some humans to be filled with self-righteous demonic hate)

7. Mass pandering (teachers, judges, police, business owners, doctors and leaders pretending they believe in sex-changing for profit, advancement and to avoid persecution (similar to false Christians rejecting Christ out of fear of persecution)

8. Policies and laws driven by bribes, profit motive, advancement, fear of others in power, and sexual lust so that homosexuality and porography are legal, certain drugs and industrial chemicals not (like bans on alcohol, marijuana, hemp, chlorofluorocarbons, DDT) and bans on having unsterilized cats or dogs or more than one child) and those who oppose it are persecuted and punished

9. Greater concern showed for stupid animals and animals in general more than humans, even good human children, so that tax payer money is devoted to spaying and neutering animals rather than to help impoverished and disabled humans or diseased children and so that humans are punished sometimes severely for harming their own animal or making it uncomfortable

10. Laws based on feelings and subjectivity rather than reason and God’s commands, like judging a person made an animal uncomfortable or tortured or unsafe because someone feels it was so

11. Disrespect for property rights, examples the Civil War and persecution of impoverished persons who care for and own animals or those who make animal zoos (comsider what has happened to Sea World and the cattle, poultry and swine businesses – note: I do not condone cruelty to animals but do condemn placing animal welfare above human welfare, it is anti-human, inhuman and morally backwards, like abortion)

12. Cruel treatment of animals (endless examples including in the businesses I mentioned) and serial abuse and murders of animals including by animal control officers and vetrinarians

13. Mass lawlessness: mass thefts of everything and anything, mass sexual abuse, mass murders and torturings (like in the American jail/prison system, North Korea and Muslim dominated countries), and casual and mass police and leadership corruption (police steal, endanger lives, bully, harass, take bribes, phsyically abuse and lie continually), consider also lawless countries and cities where police have little power or are unwilling to enforce law like in Guatemala, Mexico, Sweden, Germany, Britain, Las Vegas, Saint Louis, Chicago etc., consider also massive numbers of violent gangs  Lawlessness is also due to the poor lacking the money to sue and defend themselves.

14. Mass drug addiction

15. Forbidding children to work, adding to mass impoverishment, child prostitution and abuse at home and punishing those who employ children

16. Stealth and open racism, discrimination of the poor and Christians

17. Extremely violent murders (bombings by American and other NATO soldiers and Muslims) and extremely sadistic (decapitations, skinning, eye-gouging, bombing, stoning and decapitating children)

18. Protection of evil speech and destructive heresies (liberals, libertarians and conservatives all protect evil speech, though liberals are hypocritical and inconsistent about it)

19. Lying for profit and out of bitterness against God (the lies that promote evolution, panspermia, big bang and steady state theories and in the food and medical subjects like that saturated fat is bad, marijuana is bad)

20. Mass endangerment of lives for profit (using high fructose syrup and hydrogenation) that lead to diabetes and cancer in high consumption

21. Mass stupidity (endless examples, one is using the word “racism” or “racist” to describe someone against Islam or “phobic/Islamphobic” which is of course a backhanded conniving insult like calling a Christian “homophobic” (persecuting the Christian to get them to be silent or agree with the one bullying them).

22. Mass atheism, mass godlessness, one might say Buddhists are godless however many if not all worship Buddha, which is nonsensical since his identity/self according to Buddhism shouldn’t exist since he attained “nirvana”, a Buddhist version of perfection, but such blindness, confusion and hypocrisy is to be expected of cults, including man-centered ones (that includes Islam, Catholocism, New Ageism and Mormonism

23. Mass divorce

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The Truth vs. ‘Traditionalism’ In the Calvinist Baptist and Presbyterian Church (Universal Church)

In reply to the Baptist traditionalist at of the Southern Baptist Convention, who spoke against the doctrine of predestiny (or just “destiny”) a.k.a. Calvinism and speaking as if its teachers/believers of such are being unfair by not promoting anti-Calvinism (yes, that absurd) at the blog post https://soteriology101.com/2015/06/22/calvinism-in-the-southern-baptist-convention/

 

What do you mean by “doctrinal bias”? You’re obviously not saved. It isn’t their BIAS, IT’S WHAT THEY BELIEVE IS WHO GOD IS AND HOW SALVATION CAN ONLY WORK. It’s not a preference of opinion or a sway or an illogical view like YOUR BIAS.

Truth is not about giving equal time to any belief, to conservatism and liberalism or whatever, it’s about WHAT, IS, THE, TRUTH. HOW, DOES, A PERSON, GET, SAVED FROM AN ETERNITY IN HELL. NOT, “Oh you’re hurting my feelings by only saying what you believe the truth way and life is”. Huh? Christ didn’t say to preach opinions and diverging views on salvation. You’re crazed and sinful. Scripture says there will be blemishes among the church, ugly spots, sure that can mean certain leaders and teachers, but if you admit THE MAJORITY of the true church, which comprises Calvinist Baptists and Presbyterians preaches 95 percent that GOD’S WILL IS ALWAYS DONE, and you claim without evidence that “many” Southern Baptists “embrace” (how about BELIEVE, CAN YOU SAY BELIEVE?), obviously your way of hyping a minority view, then WHO COULD THE BLEMISHES, the ONES CAUSING DISHARMONY, DISCORD, DIVISIONS BE? It’s those denying the majority belief. And wow, lol, “traditionalism” eh? Are you Catholic? Are you a Pharisee? Tradition vs God’s word eh? Truth is certainly a tradition, but calling some view a pretentious name just as atheists will call themselves “Freethinkers” or the “rational” ones doesn’t change the fact that they are illogical slaves. The fact is: salvation is promised by God to those who cannot earn it and never would based on HIS CHOICE, HIS WILL, HIS PLANS, HIS SON’S SACRIFICE, HIS BLOOD AND SUFFERING AND DEATH AND RESURRECTION, not our whims and corrupt feelings and will, on our unreliable inconsistent choices. You want the gospel to be, “Congrats, you have a choice, free will, are allowed to be complete king over your own life, oh and Christ died some sort of death they say to make that happen, now if you pick my view you’ll have some neat friends and we can watch sports, drink and smoke together and sing Grateful Dead songs and classic rock and think about all kinds of worldly things rather than those booooooring Bible songs and studying doctrines all day on bleah, “destiny” and “God’s will”, how boring that kind of Creator and Savior are! Oh yeah so on the gospel, so you can lose your salvation if you feel like because God is a respecter of persons, knows your will is equal to His, and that true Father’s who love their sons and daughters and the angels eternally wouldn’t torment them with his horribly boring (oh how I fear the possibility God is an eternal bore!) so called “love” but let you dig into that cool place, do-what-you-feel-like land of the free called Hell where you can never get out of, but just ignore that contradiction, wait, I shouldn’t have mentioned that because I should stay true to being intellectually dishonest. Man but my teaching is so much easier to accept than that maddening destiny stuff where God faults us for every little thing even though He says He’s controlling every single thing! So yeah, the good news is you can go to Heaven if you accept Christ as Lord, Lord, Lord and savior and go to Heaven or Hell if you feel like it and get born again a few times in a row in case you backslid and lost your salvation by accident. So, yeah, you might go to Hell, you might not get saved, yeah, good news, uh, yeah, so uplifting and something to shout on the rooftops and get persecuted, tortured and brutally murdered over and have your family including kids and pets destroyed over. Hey now lets have some worldly fun to cheer ourselves up with after that little talk.”

Wow, so you want that crazy gospel, that crazy life to be the optional “traditional” way offered and taught to Christ’s children, to His sheep? Save that for the goats and go join the liberals and libertines. Go to Four Square and Pentecostal crazed churches where you can go crazy all you want babbling such incomprehensible babble all day and not need a translator or proof it’s of God.

And NO, God doesn’t simply, “control all things” and “your will”, the Bible says He accomplishes his will, plan through indirect ways including direct, but He doesn’t hypnotize anyone. He absolutely uses force, but salvation isn’t “forcing a sinner to love God or face the facts begrudgingly”. That’s how your kind thinks because God has kept you blind and your heart hardened and mind unrepentant so that you don’t have God’s love in you. To you it’s an inconvenience and annoyance, a cruel “fact” of life you hope to eternally ignore so you can promote your own so called “truth” and “love” and “reasoning”. But you hate all three true versions of each so much so you simply refer to some “many”, to three Christians, avoid SCRIPTURE and true reasoning, and an appeal to tradition, like a cultic Catholic or Pharisee or Ultra Orthodox Judiaiser. People like you are the true Pharisees who make up or pander to the countless rules of men but despise the core laws of God, to love Him with all your being and to love your neighbor as yourself and do to others as you’d have done to you. Like it or not God already chose who he’d save and had nothing to do with some kernel of goodness or foreseeing they’d choose to love him, will force every rebellious knee to bow, and He will force the goats out and throw them in Hell and keep his own children pure and in ecstasy forever. If you want Hell as an eternal choice, you’ll get more than that, that will be all you have, Hell and nothing else, as Christ said, whatever you have will be taken away and even what’s left over will be gone. You’ll have less than nothing in Hell forever. So if you don’t want that, then take God’s threat fully seriously for once and truly repent if you can and stop obsessing on having to give up sinful friends, thinking and living.

New Ceres Data Defies Big Bang and Evolution Theories, Supports Genesis Creationism

Source: New Ceres Data Defies 4.5 Billion Years

Why Liberals and the Liberal MSM Hate and Attack Russia, Putin and President Trump

Why Liberals and the Liberal Media Demonize Russia, Putin and President Trump

First of all liberals oppose conservativism, and therefore Republicans, and Trump at least verbally sides with conservatives. Second, Putin and allegedly all of the government under him openly opposes homosexuals and pro homosexual speech. It’s actually against Russian law to endorse homosexuality. Now then logically Russia must oppose liberalism as all liberals support homosexuality, and many even support letting little children having homosexual sex, at least with others their age, and no doubt liberals would enjoy watching it, not many would admit it in public out of fear of coming across as perveted predatory sex-addicts who care more about their personal sexual gratification then children, or almost entirely, or, entirely about their satisfaction, as a psychopath would be like. Now, does anyone think political liberals, well-studied ones who enjoy pushing their beliefs, their faith, their philosphies of men on others will simply sit quietly and let Putin and his conservative anti-gay government who view (at least claim to view) gays as mentally ill or logically confused) become influential in American politics, like tolerate the possibility that some part of the Russian government tried to get a spiritually and morally similar or preferable (at least as far as they could tell) president elected, especially if the opposition candidate was liberal and barely lost by a few votes? Especially if they thought Russia helped to demonize that candidate? Of course, with the tons and tons of wealthy busy-body, gossip-hungry, strife-loving liberals in America they’d counter attack, they’d look for holes in Trump’s armor, try and take him down. Personally and as a true Christian, I oppose conservatism and liberalism as both are anti-Biblical philosophies. I oppose the conservatism of the type of the corrupt hypocrite, Freemason, deist, two-faced, man-fearing, founding fathers because they sanction liberal speech, or at least they claimed to, as do their cult followers called “Constitutionalists” and conservatives. How the humans act who claim to uphold those laws isn’t necessarily going to be in obedience.

That is why CNN.com today said Russia has a “hostile” government, a misleading lie, a deception. It’s HOSTILE TO LIBERALISM AND LIBERALS and by extension to atheists, which is ironic as Russia used to be atheist dominated. Liberals play the same word game propaganda endorsing liberalism in sneaky ways by demonizing creationists and Bible-obeying Christians by promoting so called “mainstream science” meaning pro-atheist science, a scientific philosophy not based on science that denies Biblical creationism and the need to worship SOLEY the God of the Bible or alternatively, any “God” or god at all. The Bible strongly warns against Christians allowing godlessness in the church, but to instead make sure their children are at least theistic. That’s really what this is about: liberals opposing traditional anti-homosexual, monotheistic Christianity. So then one must wonder why then do liberals support Islam, which is also monotheistic (in a wrong way) and anri-homosexual? Because, the smarter liberals think or did think they could turn these “stupid” Muslims to their side by welcoming them, perhaps also because some liberals found out many Muslims were pro homosexual child-sex lovers and engaged in it but also for a more malicious reason, that being that many Muslims are militant and willing to blow up their enemies (Christians, some liberals think, are their main enemies) and therefore could help kill the “worst” Christians like Pat Robertson and others. Tbe problem: Some militant Muslims must believe if they truly know the Quran and believe it, that “Christians are the closest (you Muslims) have to friends”, which is basically a verse in the Quran. It’s not talking about liberal Christians, but Catholics (that’s all Mohammed knew of in his experience, not Calvinists or Lutherans). So, of course, some Muslims would first attack liberals, like ones in a gay club, not Christian churches first. Think: would a Muslim want to attack first fellow worshipers of God with the good ten commandments, or atheists and “the immoral”, the “lawless” liberals who despise traditional Christian and the similar Islamic morals? But liberals being severely chaotic inside and blind often reject the obvious and do what is stupid, childish and against common sense, severely, so they end up being blown up by the dogs and swine they want to partner with or befriend. Befriending scorpions and venomous snakes is not wise. So, elite liberals in politics who enjoy manipulating and attacking anti-liberals are trying to turn two conservative governments (the US partially conservative) from joining forces and even becoming a single government in the future perhaps which may crush liberals. That, is what this is about. It’s not about liberals wanting justice or fairness or caring about treason or if Obama was really a citizen of the USA or not, but their feelings and philosophy, their point of view not being trashed, and ultimately, their hatred of God.

Ironically the conservative side of the American government opposes Russia because Russia’s government or Putin wants to be self-determining and not economically subservient to far off America who is seen naturally as an economic competitor, including militarily, as in mainly oil and military sales / arms sales. America long ago secured an oil and military partnership with the sexist and religiously oppressive Saudi government and militarily with Israel. Russia partnered with Iran who is opposed to the Saudi government over religious differences. Israel partnered with America naturally because of the government of Iran repeatedly cursing Israel far more than the Saudi government which at worst is racist towards Israel indirectly.

Putin also makes sure to in a stealthy way put America’s governmental and police system in a bad light, which of course is a tactic to sway the world in Russia’s favor and put Russia and himself in a better light.

I don’t take sides in these political struggles and the Bible forbids Christians from getting “tangled” in world politics and economic competition. I do however oppose deception, racism, cursing Israel, false religion, and persecution of Christians.

 

Crowdfunding Project For Breakthrough Space Propulsion & Energy Systems

I’m once again making an effort to get crowd funding for a space exploration and colonization campaign. Some of the main propulsion systems will use T. Townsend’s antigravity technology which NASA did not correctly test in a vaccuum, and other propulsion system types. On the energy side I also intent to combine multiple technologies such as cold fusion, hydrogen, aether, plasma fusion (somewhat similar to Joseph Papp’s engine) and a quantum energy source.

This is not a small project so the cost i not small. I’m trying to get $250,000. The funding page is here.

 

How Clark County, Nevada Abuses & Criminalizes Poverty & Being Homeless & Starves & Neglects Animals at Lied Animal Shelter (& Covered It Up by Blaming Me)

(A screen shot of a picture/message Lied emailed me on March 30, 2017)

First off:

I just got an email (shown above) from Lied Animal Shelter aka The Animal Foundation thanking me for helping them showing a picture of white newborns that look like my white newborn kitten they murdered (or rather Animal Control) and saying they want my help for their neediest newborns and saying they couldn’t have done it without me. You mean me being forced as an impoverished or homeless person to buy my repeatedly stolen or confiscated pets back only for bully officials and cops to starve and kill them and even steal my carriers? You’re ruthless thieves, animal-neglecters and abusers doing whatever for a fast buck. You murdered my kids, tortured them with starvation before doing it, used my money to do it, what little I had, exhausted me to the bone to repeatedly get to your shelter to get my kids back, put me in jail for nearly half a year and starved me for good deeds, forced me to accept a deal claiming I’m the one who committed your crimes, and I’m “helping you”, and you rub it in with emails like that. Clark County’s government is sick, twisted and evil.

Please do not take animals to Lied, which is basiacally a state-sanctioned animal hoarding organization. Even my much older adoption records show Lied is negligent in feeding animals, all my records show my cats repeatedly, including healthy ones LOST weight at Lied:

(A screenshot from a videi I made of one of three kittens confiscated from me by police at the Strip who arrested me because they didn’t like cats and me bringing them their outside of legal hours, when I came late at night with them, which ended up at Lied Shelter for 10 days, starved to the bone as I tried showing by gently squeezing it on the video I made about one or two hours after buying them back. Lied was going to kill them they said (had I not rescued them from Lied, police arrested me again with them 2 days later at the Strip with a newborn I rescued, their pretentious excuse was because I brought them there, and murdered them all within the day after feeding them, THEY WERE NOT SUFFERING OR DYING!)).

My court apptd. attorney’s chiefly Jennifer Fraser failed, I believe purposely failed to acknowledge these pictures and posts despite me repeatedly telling her about them. She kept siding with the cops who took/stole them and kept trying to get me to take a plea deal in which I basically let the county/state claim I starved and killed these cats. I’m sure she and the other attorneys did and do this so they won’t have trial losses in their career records. She is clearly a horrible defender and I think knows she’s too weak in trials to be convincing so tried to get rid of me for her convenience. I mention this fiasco again below farther down.

I’ve experienced and noticed repeatedly cops and judges (enabled by the county officials and government over them) mistreat, assume about, stereotype and falsely accuse persons for either saying they are homeless, disabled or poor or for their (the cops or by cops’ claims) visual judgment that they are homeless or poor or very poor. Specifically cops, security guards (and anyone else in the world EVEN IN ANCIENT TIMES!) will treat you poorly for appearing to be very poor, especially sometimes if disabled.

Many professional studies confirmed that humans will discriminate/treat others poorly or unjust/fair/ly based on their beauty and lack of it or ugliness and attractiveness (and it’s also common sense) but it’s been that way since ancient times like in the Bible story, “The People of Gibeon Trick Israel” where the healthy, good-looking Gibeonites were terrified at being destroyed by Israel so dressed in poor clothing and pretended in other ways to be poor to elicit sympathy and mercy from them. It worked, they were spared by a peace treaty.

Now that’s an example of human mercy and compassion FOR the poor and needy. And as a side note: remember that those were Hebrews/Jews AND were ancient CHRISTIANS (some were not tho, but evil as the Bible repeatedly points out) and those Hebrew Christians were looking forward to Christ’s sacrifice. Don’t agree? Remember this?: Judaism (the so called “Jewish religion” — “Jewish” the ethnicity is often confused with “Judaism” the religion) didn’t exist in Moses’ or Joshua’s time, not even Solomon’s! There was no “Jewish religion”, only pre-Christ Christianity. Not all Jews understood God tho, so were punished by God repeatedly. But back to my point: the mercy those Jews showed was symbolic of God’s mercy (even tho the Jews didn’t come about in the delivery of that mercy correctly.) And God was showing how the poor should be showed mercy and compassion (and symbolically that my humbling yourself/losing your pride you can obtain peace with God).

But that’s not how the world is often to the poor. Instead they stereotype them as stupid and criminal people. Often the MENTALLY ILL (pathologically deluded, arrogant and bitter/narcissists and those lacking any conscience at all a.k.a. psychopaths) managers, guards, cops and judges (even other poor and homeless) will stereotype a homeless person as being

1. chronically jobless (as in not having an employer with a business license who paid the government to get it) AND poor-looking or dirty-looking or having poorly combed hair as
2. IRRESPONSIBLE (as in someone who, out of wrong logic and hate blames any problems they have on others to the point where they are often criminally annoying others or breaking WHATEVER law, no matter how inconsequential that law is because they believe they can do no wrong, so, are mentally ill or evil and needing moral guidance)

3. LAZY (therefore evil), or just EVIL/CRIMINAL out of their bias

4. A drug-addict or drunk

5. Having a mental problem (sometimes people will say that as an insult, to bully, or to provoke the person they are insulting into trying to fight so that the bully, like guard or cop can charge them with attempted battery or obstruction)

6. having some contagious comtact disease like mrsa

7. a thief

8. someone who due to being mentally ill or evil cannot be peaceful with others and therefore is homeless

My point is that when someone, cop or noncop calls someone “homeless”, they can actually mean that as an insult made to deliberately provoke that person into violence (to make it easy to villify them as being “bad”), and it’s no different then “fighting words” (some laws make it legal to fight someone for using provacatory words, like “Fight me”, even in Clark County), and it can simply be said out of disgust, hate, even tho the person saying “he’ss homeless” doesn’t believe they are really homeless (so is just being malicious), or can mean any one of those stereotypes. My other point is “homeless” doesn’t have a single meaning. It literally or basically means , “Not having a frequent place of living” which means “not having a non-mobile house”. So it could also simply mean a homeless person is merely someone who travels much, explores much or wanders much (not because they must be mentally ill). That could be a wealthy businessman who spends short stays in hotels or houses. That is why it is an act of hateful and biased discrimination (and not Constitutional too) to punish a person for not having a particular place in which they live or an enclosed shelter or owned land they live on (or to even indirectly or associate with a punishment as if it’s due to not having such things that a person does or is likely to do illegal or immoral things like rape someone or kill or sterilize someone elses’ animal wihout their permission or using unethical deception, lies or unethical force or threat of force or threat of withholding their animal unless they do what they ask).

Therefore it shouldn’t be a court stipulation (as I talk about below) that a person accused of a crime be required to have very speciicmliving residence, or pay for it themselves, even a p.o. box, or be required to see a mental doctor for not having any specific living residence, like a “homeless shelter”).

It’s simply wrong to assume a person is evil, unwise, incompitent or of low intelligence (and by extension then of low worth and not worthy of treating kindly or richly) merely for being or appearing to be poor, very poor, dirty, ugly or homeless/houseless, even for wandering often too. Think: Some people pretend to be poor even to get free things and do you want people make snap negative assumptions about you over mere clothing, your cleanliness at the moment they see you, your scars or moles, or because you say you wander or travel a lot or don’t have a house? “As you would have (others) do to you, so do to them.” So then, don’t be impatient, don’t be careless with who you give help to, don’t be quick to anger, don’t be gullible or simple by believing someone is stupid, evil, good or wise merely because they are poor one moment and rich the next or vice versa!:

James 2:2-4:
“Suppose a man comes into your meeting wearing a gold ring and fine clothes, and a poor man in shabby clothes also comes in. If you lavish attention on the man in fine clothes and say, “- Here is a seat of honor,” but say to the poor man “You must stand,” or, “Sit at my feet,” have you not discriminated among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts?”

“don’t forget to be friendly to outsiders; for in so doing people have entertained angels without knowing it.”

And remember: Did Jesus even have a home? No, and not even a pillow. He deliberately made himself completely poor to lead by example and rescue others, humans first of course and even animals and so called pets by doing that. He didn’t play celebrity, didn’t wear gold chains or look for the trendiest clothing or hairstyle or command, “Look clean continually, avoid smelling bad: shower at least three times a day, don’t stand in front of a Caesar’s Palace or Walmart without buying anything every 15 minutes from them and make sure you’re holding a grocery bag and receipt when you do at all times. Never sit in mourning in public, never put ashes on your head or dress in sackloth, smile at all times and never look very sad if anything bad happens to you, family, friends or your pets ot because don’t have any.”

“[Jesus] said to them, “You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of others, but God knows your hearts. What people value highly is detestable in God’s sight.”

Jesus, than you Jesus was not a cold-hearted, arrogant hater of the poor or those who made themselves poor by giving and giving, helping and helping. It’s not a crime, sin or immoral, to look poor or get mud or dust on yourself or put wear on your clothing from work or travel or sitting on something other than a bleached, clean flat floor. “Whoever humbles themselves will be exalted.” … “Jesus said to him, “If you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.”” …

A LITTLE about me:

I was misdiagnosed with psoriasis when I was 16 (it matters as it hindered me curing or better treating my actual scalp condition), I just learned this from studying why, , my scalp won’t stop flaking, burning and itching and why 2 doctors said it was Seb d.

Here’s my problem: it in large part has kept me homeless (besides that my narcissist parents have been kicking me out since I was 8, think of narcs as all super arrogant, cold, emotionally chaotic, super-stubborn and self-centered RELENTLESSLY extemely immature, memory-impaired, very deluded, never-sorry, always defensive, know-it-alls, highly vengeful, retaliatory… it’s almost being a psychopath, in some ways, much worse!)

How? Mine is heavily stress-triggered: my memories are filled with abusive behavior and insults from my parents, it’s caused ptsd, so whenever I stress especially meet someone who acts like my parents, it flares up tremendously: MY SCALP BURNS AND ITCHES LIKE HELL, FLAKES TO NO END, that causes it to get worse because the pain is stressful, and worse because of the stress from moving around all the time to scratch the itchiness and piling build-up of flakes, and that in turn exhausts me, THE STRESS from that exhaustion makes it flare up too, then all that itching, pain, moving around causes SLEEP LOSS, as in I CANNOT SLEEP AT ALL, I can end up not sleeping FOR WEEKS and at best go into a trance-state, dream, but hear the noises around me, can even sorta see, but also since homeless and poor (from all this scalp hell, exhaustion, lack of sleep, and an inability to walk far, and now recently knees giving out) but that being the case (plus a damaged right shoulder that is getting worse and worse and painful to sleep on) I wake up in minutes!

Now get this: the sleep loss stresses me out and that causes flare ups. Oh, but that’s not all: I get crippling pain in my neck every few days accompanied with migraines that can last half the day or not stop unless I sleep or use the maximum safe level or tylenol combined with ibuprofin (I can’t afford that much): BUT THE MIGRAINES (and shoulder pain and back pain, I have to sleep rough often as homeless) keep me awake! It also ALWAYS feels as if I’ve been beaten up. My muscles are always very sore as are my joints. I’m not 85 but I imagine that that must be how it feels. I’ve used Xanax twice, it helped me sleep both times however my disability income kept getting cut off (3 times for wrong and stupid reasons) so I was never able to get a prescription.

And that isn’t the end: The more I walk (which is why I try not to and bicycle instead, though my 48th bike was just stolen – since 2011 here) the more frequent I have some sort of nerve shock in my spine somewhere that causes me to immediately fall to my knees in pain, it winds me nearly. I can recover fast, now and then it happens twice in a row, but it’s terrible.

Now I’ve often been made fun of and belittled by cops saying I’m lazy, and “a grown man”, shouldn’t ask my parents for help and who know nothing of my probs and don’t want to hear it, and they think dermatitis is not a disability or laugh at it and “back pain” or like one female detective did, point to a scar on her neck and said she had surgery (the Hell? — and I, homeless, not an oppressor for money like you, a thief/predator on the poor like you, have money for surgery?), and so I’ll just tell these idiots, who are called “cops” that I’m depressed (guess how depressed being that this has been happening since I was 16, and when for many years every girl wanted me, yet now I’m society’s trash?)

I truly think the majority of cops are mentally ill, narcissists or super conceited with a false flattering view of their decency or goodness. Some are like wild animals, simpleminded due to arrogance of thinking they “know enough” and are “grown men” and so have mentally lazy attitude or they’re simply hateful, bitter, using their job to find human punching bags to take their anger out on (while getting paid to do it, or worse looking for people to sexually take advantage of.

What these cops DON’T realize is that their callous comments and insults cause my seb. d. to flare up! Badly! In effect, their evil mouths and stupid arrests keep me in pain, exhausted, awake, bitter, severely depressed, homeless! You’re not HELPING me or the community repeatedly pushing and dragging me around! You’re literally assaulting and battering me, even if with just rude speech as it has an extreme physical impact! How would you like me doing that to you with you having such a physical condition? STOP ASSUMING. STOP THREATENING, STOP INSULTING, STOP WITH THE STUPID, SMUG, CARELESS, KNOW-IT-ALL COMMENTS MEANT TO DRIVE THE POOR TO SUICIDE OR PUNCH YOUR MOUTHS SO YOU CAN GET PAID LEAVE AND JUSTIFY YOUR HARASSING THEM BY PRETENDING THAT WHEN/IF THEY RETALIATE IT PROVES YOU RIGHTLY STOPPED THEM! No! If you punch wrongly they may rightly punch back!

You should go to Hell you Satanic demon possessed bullies. Bullies, racist hypocrites, well-fed, self-centered, arrogant gluttons, terrorists, conniving stalkers. You’re criminals who weaseled your way into getting a badge, weaseled as in pretended to be moral and good to become a cop.

But so that’s still not all of my physical problems: my neck will every few minutes (since 16 I think) become rigid, I have to crack it thoroughly or it locks up, if I don’t: nerve shocks, those collapsing kinds.

That’s still not all: When I’m in sunlight and heat up, and am, as usual exhausted, then walk or bike or scoot in the heat especially high heat I want to die, it overheats me that quickly. If I don’t seek shade I feel I’ll die, and in the cool I want to sleep desperately! But I can’t, flies will start landing on me outside or inside security guards tell me to leave.

That’s still not all: carrying even slight weight on my back, heavy jacket even tremendously increases the chance of nerve shocks and migraines.

That’s still not the end: the sound of traffic makes me scalp flare up!

I forgot to mention ants biting me at parks or scrub areas when I try to sleep there (wish I had a folding cot).

To deal with all this, I, having limited energy, ability to get far, no money usually, not being able to carry much liquid, and DESPERATE for sleep to get rid of my Hellish aches and pains and not feel the itching and burning anymore and regain energy, again, desperate for sleep, will go into abandoned or vacant homes or into obscure alleys or into the desert. I know, you’re thinking: why not a shelter?

1. I don’t want mrsa
2. I’m sick of ranting schizos
3. Thieves
4. The stink
5. I’m desperate for IMMEDIATE SLEEP and pain relief
6. Trying to get out of that energy-sapping, migraine-inducing sun
7. Trying to avoid scalp flare ups from loud traffic noise (there are no nearby shelters and Southern Help of NV is a long walk)

Problem is: I can’t sleep even if I manage to do any of this because

1. Houses: Fear of cops bursting in (or insane persons) into houses that is
2. Outside in the desert: flies, ants, mosquitos at night, no pillow, no blanket, wind blows sand in my eyes and mouth (when in desert areas), yes, mosquitoes are everywhere,
3. At parks: cops will wake you up, ants, flies, heat (day), or just worry over druggies sneaking up on me to make off with wharever
4. Alleys: worry over druggies, often no water around, and where to poop?!

It’s not funny.

It got worse:

In NV, where homelessness (and being disabled is caught in this net) is criminalized and treated as a source of crime, cops kept harassing me for criticizing them on my blog, and so took their hate out on me and my pets more severely, increasingly, looking for any excuses to do so, like some narcissist crazy cat lady type angry I don’t give her a free kitten (cuz only she with her imaginary riches and good morals and female gender and white skin should have pets, or service animals) calls animal control on me (even if no animal is seen with me! Yes, it happened people!) and cops tag along to add their harassment. It culminated in more carrier confiscations and worse of course taking my cats, 3 kittens, Lied Shelter starving them for 10 days, me adopting them back with all the money cops didn’t find on me (yes, cops steal from those on foot, especially “homeless”) and having to use Lied’s flimsy box with a handle carriers to get them back to the apartment I was living at (but a particular animal control stalker bitch, some short stalker narcissist, lying fat white bitch with brown hair, animal control officer Petri, who stole one of my black kittens, pretended she’d not take her if I got a witness to my address, which I did) ruined it for me by then coming over and scaring my roommates into kicking me out for, get this: being homeless and having pets. Yes, even when I’M NOT HOMELESS AND THESE STALKER COPS KNOW IT, THEY TRY TO MAKE ME HOMELESS, WITH PETS, AND PRETEND THEY’RE HELPING ANIMALS, AND ME, TO GET A HOME.

SO, where are we? We’re at me getting the 3 kittens back, now bony, two now mildly sick, but alive and kicking, even playing! Low on energy and skinny cuz Lied fed them like Las Vegas feeds inmates in South Tower CCDC: shit, and barely any shit. A day later I rescued a beautiful white abandoned newborn kitten, went to get feeding syringes for it, posted ad/s on craigslist asking for a surrogate mom for it:

a detective (Ortega) arrests me for having them with me, tosses the newborn on the ground, has me put the cats in my carriers, scolds me for, “how do you who you’re selling them to, they’re strangers. I know the law, you can’t sell live animals.” I wasn’t trying to sell them. He and 2 other detectives stole my property, money $90, refused to look at my adoption or vet records, had the kittens killed after putting them in blazing heat for 15 minutes, trapped in carriers, wrote lies in “Trial notes” on my ticket (apparently Ortega feared I’d sue him) saying, “First I read him his Miranda rights”, no you didn’t animal abuser, that I denied the cats food by not putting food in the carriers, that the carriers were “maloderous”, “overcrowded” (with 3 “emmadiated” kittens?), gave them “dirty water” (catfood particles you super fat idiot), denied them food (cuz I didn’t put it in the carriers when he arrested me) and “boxed/crated… cat” (just one huh? And what box, fat idiot thief Ortega?). Then the a.c. vet added lies, pretended I hit one cuz it had a pink hip (idiot: cat skin IS PINK, MR. VET, IDIOT). He killed all four, AFTER feeding the skinny ones. And Ortega put my wagon, ID, debit card and ebt card in the evidence room, and stole my bike pump.

Sept 16. I point out on c.list this harassment and abuse, in 2 posts.

Sept 21. A white male detective accuses/charges me with starving and killing them, asked,

a. Did you give kittens dirty water
b. Did you take kittens from their moms
c. Did you steal cats
e. Are you calling these cops liars?

(He never read me my Miranda rights, he had no recorder, no interview room, took him 15 seconds at the jail to ask these dumb questions while “detaining me”, yet had me put in an overcrowded “fish tank” and had me rot for 3 days in jail, and a guard made me stay 3 more hours for not walking fast enough, and did I mention Sept 21 was my birthday, and I’d FINALLY just fallen asleep when cops “detained” me, and stole copper wire off me, claiming it was illegal to have copper wire (yet more hard work and money of the poor stolen by cops, the “state”).

When I asked why he was detaining me he replied, strangely, “I don’t care if you get out of court or not.”

Oct. 23, after harassing me on my blog, that detective showed up at my house with the blonde detective with her poor-her-scar and steals my kittens, putting them in pillow cases, then pretends they’ll leave me alone (but the male keeps pestering me) and had code enforcement (illegally) board me out.
Oct 25: Arrests me, steals 3 more.

Judge Dianne Sullivan claims I’m a danger to animals, refuses to OR me or lower my bail, I’m forced to repeatedly see 5 different judges, jailed for 4 starving, bullied, sleep-deprived, bright, loud, intercom-blasting months, DA rejects my offer to expose a child molester at the Strip (and a serial killer, and a rapist-arsonist-wannabe, and a cat killer, and a cat-torturer after pretending she needed a month (forcing me to stay 5 months) to consider all that (and much more), my defenders tried behind my back to find me legally insane, withheld my discovery, literally wouldn’t show me. My defenders too specifically Jennifer Frazier withheld my offer till the last second, including info on terrorist plots, she apparently never mentioned that last part. Further, Lied wouldn’t show my adoption records or the health notes on them, only confiscation records.

Due to all that trickery, and from extreme starvation and not being able to take listening to COs babbling loudly at all hours plus blasting intercom messages and contant loud acitivity from meal and med deliveries, snoring inmates and schizo babblers that COs wouldn’t put in isolation but kept next to me (one was so crazed I wrote a medical kite in his name to get rid of him, and he signed it!)… due to all that I accepted, “starving four animals, 1 year no contact with animals or animal orgs — so I can’t go to Lied to get those records to prove they starved the 3 kittens… how convenient for you cops, PETA and DA Ferara, and my asshole attorney Frazier who kept defending, smugly, the cops), and I have to find a house and see a psychiatrist by March 31 (interesting that’s what the stalker detective on my blog threatened he’d “force” on me and kept in both plea deals from this sicko DA).

Well, being massively exhausted and having no money, and SHNV being hardly available, I’ve gotten no where. Consider the hateful irony: Sullivan said 31st wd be “plenty of time,” to get this done, not knowing a thing about me but that for 5 months I behaved, and when it’s these sickos and pride-drowned, willfully ignorant ignoramuses that need a mental doctor, not only that: JAILED FOR A YEAR WHEN I WAS REPEATEDLY ALREADY TRYING TO GET SHNV’S HELP, TRYING TO GET A JOB, AND YET COPS KEPT ILLEGALLY EVICTING ME, HARASSING ME, AND THE STATE LETTING DRUGGIE THIEVES FLOURISH, JAIL ME FOR BEING HOMELESS?!

So the state makes bullying the homeless and their animsls legal sport, even murdering their animals and forcing them to pay to get them back, never reimbursing them for the carriers they confiscate (if you the government can’t afford your own carriers, you animal hoarding government, don’t steal them from the poor, leave animals alone period) and doesn’t give these homeless adequate help for disabled homeless persons, trepasses them arbitrarily from wherever, when they’re doing nothing wrong in my case, again, steals from them, and also punishes them by jailing them, and uses torture and obstruction (hiding my records) gets them to confess or agree to basically, “being willfully and maliciously homeless” so the state can’t be blamed for anything, like having morons, thugs and thiefs for cops. You, “the state”, can’t afford your own carriers, or to feed inmates adequately (or so it pretends), yet, Sullivan gleefully claims the county is going to start its own homeless program…

Please: Stop hiring sick emporers with no clothes like this. Stop hiring cops, judges and leaders without first doing EXTREME VETTING on their mental health and morality, and obey God: do not oppress the poor and needy, orphans or widows, but, “As you’d have done to you, so do to others.”

One last note, facts from research:

“When abused children under court protection were studied in California and Massachusetts, it turned out that a disproportionate number of them were unattractive.”

“Good-looking adults are more likely to get away with anything from shoplifting to cheating on exams to committing serious crimes.”

Now, this translates to: humans are more likely to do wrong to those they see as unattractive, more likely to be biased (misjudge/lie TO HELP) in favor of those they find beautiful. Do you think “the government” and the thugs they hire are immune to this? Think on this too: A cop that is not good is more likely to get hired if white then a better cop who is not, in white dominated areas (and on and on). But, this is sick: to put it into law, bully laws, and to actually punish a person with jail for being disabled, depressed, having no specific address, car or shelter (that a richie rich approves of)… for not beint attractive, but ugly. In essence, school bullies (or who got bullied and want revenge, or both) have become our leaders, cops, lawyers and law makers.

Two more things: Me being around and holding, kissing, petting CATS (with non-coarse fur and not trying to bite or claw my face when I do, obviously) causes my depression and seb. d. to subside! So for someone, a judge or not to tell me to “stay away from animals” (and as if animals matter more than humans!… tho admittedly a good animal is better than an evil human) is sick, it’s hurtful, immoral, evil and being a torturer and bully. It’s truly sick. If cats could make kids’ cancer go away but it inconvenienced the cats for however long, for example, then SO WHAT if the cats felt “bad”? What matters more, the suffering human or a cat becoming aggravated? Yet this is the crazy and oppressive way of life many liberals (usually all narcissists) want everyone to live like: like we should worship animals, roaches even, as if God made man to serve animals, bugs. Disgusting!

Stop forcing your liberal religion, your personal feelings on others! You’re rejecting common sense, you’re spitting on God! You liberals and your feelings cannot replace God and his Law! “As you’d have done to you so do to others” NOT “Cater to liberal philosophy, to emotional whims of man, to animals barking, hissing, chirping or roaring.” A lion roaring is not my law, it’s the commands of God, stop hindering me with your emdless and ever-changing emotional whims, your, “Well if I think ur doing wrong ur going to jail fera year.” Angry bitter hypocrite white-washed bitch with your purple robe, go to Hell with ur whining and God-complex. Stop pretending to care about animals when you and your ilk use it as cheap cover of righteousness to mask the hate in you, you control freak judges.

Note: I’m not saying all officials are equally bad or that there aren’t any who couldn’t be called honorable or decent, cops included. As a Christian I must be strict and precise with how I judge right from wrong and must use God’s Law/legal standard of right from wrong and therefore use that standard to judge (if there’s a need to) judge someone’s character or relationship with God (with what evidence is available) by their actions. For you who say, “You shouldn’t judge”, you’re immoral and don’t know God, that’s my judgment. Who says not to judge right from wrong or if someone does either or if they are GOOD, HONORABLE, DECENT OR EVIL? Not Jesus:

“Stop judging by mere appearances and make a right judgment.” he said. When he said, “Don’t judge”, if you read the rest of the context right after nearly he’s saying to be careful with your judgments and not to be a hypocrite judging BY getting the log out of your eye when judging those with mere splinters in their eye/s (if you’re a hypocrite you’re not a Christian, if you’re a Christian God had opened your eye/s enough to know right from wrong and set and keep you on the path to eventual perfect understanding of God’s, his known will that is, as God says he has higher thoughts and secrets). That blinder in your spiritual eye/s (also your ability also to reason logically concerning God’s basic teachings, especially on salvation) aka “the log” can only be removed by God. YES, the Bible says God deliberately blinds, other parts imply or say He lets Satan do it (so God is in that case indirectly accomplishing His plan using evil people/angels and acts just as he does with good acts or natural events).

And do you think only Hitler’s “good” acts should be pointed out or any bad a person does be ignored (that would make everyone who does much “good” no matter what they do or unable to be judged as not only never doing wrong or making a mistake but never able to be known an “evil” even if all they ever did was abuse animals or rape anyone, even innocent or good kids, common sense. Do you have common sense?).

Remember Matthew 25:

“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people… the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you >since the creation of the world< (remember the Bible teaches God predestines everyone’s life experiences). For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me. … Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ … Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’ … they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”

How Clark County, Nevada Abuses & Criminalizes Poverty & Being Homeless & Starves & Neglects Animals at Lied Animal Shelter (& Covered It Up by Blaming Me)

(A screen shot of a picture/message Lied emailed me on March 30, 2017)

First off:
I just got an email (shown above) from Lied Animal Shelter aka The Animal Foundation thanking me for helping them showing a picture of white newborns that look like my white newborn kitten they murdered (or rather Animal Control) and saying they want my help for their neediest newborns and saying they couldn’t have done it without me. You mean me being forced as an impoverished or homeless person to buy my repeatedly stolen or confiscated pets back only for bully officials and cops to starve and kill them and even steal my carriers? You’re ruthless thieves, animal-neglecters and abusers doing whatever for a fast buck. You murdered my kids, tortured them with starvation before doing it, used my money to do it, what little I had, exhausted me to the bone to repeatedly get to your shelter to get my kids back, put me in jail for nearly half a year and starved me for good deeds, forced me to accept a deal claiming I’m the one who committed your crimes, and I’m “helping you”, and you rub it in with emails like that. Clark County’s government is sick, twisted and evil.
Please do not take animals to Lied, which is basiacally a state-sanctioned animal hoarding organization. Even my much older adoption records show Lied is negligent in feeding animals, all my records show my cats repeatedly, including healthy ones LOST weight at Lied:

(A screenshot from a video I made of one of three kittens confiscated from me by police at the Strip who arrested me because they didn’t like cats and me bringing them their outside of legal hours, when I came late at night with them, which ended up at Lied Shelter for 10 days, starved to the bone as I tried showing by gently squeezing it on the video I made about one or two hours after buying them back. Lied was going to kill them they said (had I not rescued them from Lied, police arrested me again with them 2 days later at the Strip with a newborn I rescued, their pretentious excuse was because I brought them there, and murdered them all within the day after feeding them, THEY WERE NOT SUFFERING OR DYING!)).

My court apptointed attorney’s, chiefly Jennifer Fraser, failed me, repeatedly. I believe they/she did so purposely, like failing to acknowledge these pictures and posts despite me repeatedly telling her about them because they didn’t want to risk having lost a trial on their career records. She, Fraser, kept siding with the cops who took/stole them and kept trying to get me to take a plea deal in which I basically let the county/state claim I starved and killed these cats. She clearly is a horrible defender and I think knows she’s too weak in trials to be convincing so tried to get rid of me for her convenience. I mention this fiasco again below farther down.
I’ve experienced and noticed repeatedly cops and judges (enabled by the county officials and government over them) mistreat, assume about, stereotype and falsely accuse persons for either saying they are homeless, disabled or poor or for their (the cops or by cops’ claims) visual judgment that they are homeless or poor or very poor. Specifically cops, security guards (and anyone else in the world EVEN IN ANCIENT TIMES!) will treat you poorly for appearing to be very poor, especially sometimes if disabled.
Many professional studies confirmed that humans will discriminate/treat others poorly or unjust/fair/ly based on their beauty and lack of it or ugliness and attractiveness (and it’s also common sense) but it’s been that way since ancient times like in the Bible story, “The People of Gibeon Trick Israel” where the healthy, good-looking Gibeonites were terrified at being destroyed by Israel so dressed in poor clothing and pretended in other ways to be poor to elicit sympathy and mercy from them. It worked, they were spared by a peace treaty.
Now that’s an example of human mercy and compassion FOR the poor and needy. And as a side note: remember that those were Hebrews/Jews AND were ancient CHRISTIANS (some were not tho, but evil as the Bible repeatedly points out) and those Hebrew Christians were looking forward to Christ’s sacrifice. Don’t agree? Remember this?: Judaism (the so called “Jewish religion” — “Jewish” the ethnicity is often confused with “Judaism” the religion) didn’t exist in Moses’ or Joshua’s time, not even Solomon’s! There was no “Jewish religion”, only pre-Christ Christianity. Not all Jews understood God tho, so were punished by God repeatedly. But back to my point: the mercy those Jews showed was symbolic of God’s mercy (even tho the Jews didn’t come about in the delivery of that mercy correctly.) And God was showing how the poor should be showed mercy and compassion (and symbolically that my humbling yourself/losing your pride you can obtain peace with God).
But that’s not how the world is often to the poor. Instead they stereotype them as stupid and criminal people. Often the MENTALLY ILL (pathologically deluded, arrogant and bitter/narcissists and those lacking any conscience at all a.k.a. psychopaths) managers, guards, cops and judges (even other poor and homeless) will stereotype a homeless person as being
1. chronically jobless (as in not having an employer with a business license who paid the government to get it) AND poor-looking or dirty-looking or having poorly combed hair as

2. IRRESPONSIBLE (as in someone who, out of wrong logic and hate blames any problems they have on others to the point where they are often criminally annoying others or breaking WHATEVER law, no matter how inconsequential that law is because they believe they can do no wrong, so, are mentally ill or evil and needing moral guidance)
3. LAZY (therefore evil), or just EVIL/CRIMINAL out of their bias
4. A drug-addict or drunk
5. Having a mental problem (sometimes people will say that as an insult, to bully, or to provoke the person they are insulting into trying to fight so that the bully, like guard or cop can charge them with attempted battery or obstruction)
6. having some contagious comtact disease like mrsa
7. a thief
8. someone who due to being mentally ill or evil cannot be peaceful with others and therefore is homeless
My point is that when someone, cop or noncop calls someone “homeless”, they can actually mean that as an insult made to deliberately provoke that person into violence (to make it easy to villify them as being “bad”), and it’s no different then “fighting words” (some laws make it legal to fight someone for using provacatory words, like “Fight me”, even in Clark County), and it can simply be said out of disgust, hate, even tho the person saying “he’ss homeless” doesn’t believe they are really homeless (so is just being malicious), or can mean any one of those stereotypes. My other point is “homeless” doesn’t have a single meaning. It literally or basically means , “Not having a frequent place of living” which means “not having a non-mobile house”. So it could also simply mean a homeless person is merely someone who travels much, explores much or wanders much (not because they must be mentally ill). That could be a wealthy businessman who spends short stays in hotels or houses. That is why it is an act of hateful and biased discrimination (and not Constitutional too) to punish a person for not having a particular place in which they live or an enclosed shelter or owned land they live on (or to even indirectly or associate with a punishment as if it’s due to not having such things that a person does or is likely to do illegal or immoral things like rape someone or kill or sterilize someone elses’ animal wihout their permission or using unethical deception, lies or unethical force or threat of force or threat of withholding their animal unless they do what they ask).
Therefore it shouldn’t be a court stipulation (as I talk about below) that a person accused of a crime be required to have very speciicmliving residence, or pay for it themselves, even a p.o. box, or be required to see a mental doctor for not having any specific living residence, like a “homeless shelter”).
It’s simply wrong to assume a person is evil, unwise, incompitent or of low intelligence (and by extension then of low worth and not worthy of treating kindly or richly) merely for being or appearing to be poor, very poor, dirty, ugly or homeless/houseless, even for wandering often too. Think: Some people pretend to be poor even to get free things and do you want people make snap negative assumptions about you over mere clothing, your cleanliness at the moment they see you, your scars or moles, or because you say you wander or travel a lot or don’t have a house? “As you would have (others) do to you, so do to them.” So then, don’t be impatient, don’t be careless with who you give help to, don’t be quick to anger, don’t be gullible or simple by believing someone is stupid, evil, good or wise merely because they are poor one moment and rich the next or vice versa!:
James 2:2-4:

“Suppose a man comes into your meeting wearing a gold ring and fine clothes, and a poor man in shabby clothes also comes in. If you lavish attention on the man in fine clothes and say, “- Here is a seat of honor,” but say to the poor man “You must stand,” or, “Sit at my feet,” have you not discriminated among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts?”
“don’t forget to be friendly to outsiders; for in so doing people have entertained angels without knowing it.”
And remember: Did Jesus even have a home? No, and not even a pillow. He deliberately made himself completely poor to lead by example and rescue others, humans first of course and even animals and so called pets by doing that. He didn’t play celebrity, didn’t wear gold chains or look for the trendiest clothing or hairstyle or command, “Look clean continually, avoid smelling bad: shower at least three times a day, don’t stand in front of a Caesar’s Palace or Walmart without buying anything every 15 minutes from them and make sure you’re holding a grocery bag and receipt when you do at all times. Never sit in mourning in public, never put ashes on your head or dress in sackloth, smile at all times and never look very sad if anything bad happens to you, family, friends or your pets ot because don’t have any.”
“[Jesus] said to them, “You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of others, but God knows your hearts. What people value highly is detestable in God’s sight.”
Jesus, than you Jesus was not a cold-hearted, arrogant hater of the poor or those who made themselves poor by giving and giving, helping and helping. It’s not a crime, sin or immoral, to look poor or get mud or dust on yourself or put wear on your clothing from work or travel or sitting on something other than a bleached, clean flat floor. “Whoever humbles themselves will be exalted.” … “Jesus said to him, “If you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.”” …
A LITTLE about me:
I was misdiagnosed with psoriasis when I was 16 (it matters as it hindered me curing or better treating my actual scalp condition), I just learned this from studying why, , my scalp won’t stop flaking, burning and itching and why 2 doctors said it was Seb d.
Here’s my problem: it in large part has kept me homeless (besides that my narcissist parents have been kicking me out since I was 8, think of narcs as all super arrogant, cold, emotionally chaotic, super-stubborn and self-centered RELENTLESSLY extemely immature, memory-impaired, very deluded, never-sorry, always defensive, know-it-alls, highly vengeful, retaliatory… it’s almost being a psychopath, in some ways, much worse!)
How? Mine is heavily stress-triggered: my memories are filled with abusive behavior and insults from my parents, it’s caused ptsd, so whenever I stress especially meet someone who acts like my parents, it flares up tremendously: MY SCALP BURNS AND ITCHES LIKE HELL, FLAKES TO NO END, that causes it to get worse because the pain is stressful, and worse because of the stress from moving around all the time to scratch the itchiness and piling build-up of flakes, and that in turn exhausts me, THE STRESS from that exhaustion makes it flare up too, then all that itching, pain, moving around causes SLEEP LOSS, as in I CANNOT SLEEP AT ALL, I can end up not sleeping FOR WEEKS and at best go into a trance-state, dream, but hear the noises around me, can even sorta see, but also since homeless and poor (from all this scalp hell, exhaustion, lack of sleep, and an inability to walk far, and now recently knees giving out) but that being the case (plus a damaged right shoulder that is getting worse and worse and painful to sleep on) I wake up in minutes!
Now get this: the sleep loss stresses me out and that causes flare ups. Oh, but that’s not all: I get crippling pain in my neck every few days accompanied with migraines that can last half the day or not stop unless I sleep or use the maximum safe level or tylenol combined with ibuprofin (I can’t afford that much): BUT THE MIGRAINES (and shoulder pain and back pain, I have to sleep rough often as homeless) keep me awake! It also ALWAYS feels as if I’ve been beaten up. My muscles are always very sore as are my joints. I’m not 85 but I imagine that that must be how it feels. I’ve used Xanax twice, it helped me sleep both times however my disability income kept getting cut off (3 times for wrong and stupid reasons) so I was never able to get a prescription.
And that isn’t the end: The more I walk (which is why I try not to and bicycle instead, though my 48th bike was just stolen – since 2011 here) the more frequent I have some sort of nerve shock in my spine somewhere that causes me to immediately fall to my knees in pain, it winds me nearly. I can recover fast, now and then it happens twice in a row, but it’s terrible.
Now I’ve often been made fun of and belittled by cops saying I’m lazy, and “a grown man”, shouldn’t ask my parents for help and who know nothing of my probs and don’t want to hear it, and they think dermatitis is not a disability or laugh at it and “back pain” or like one female detective did, point to a scar on her neck and said she had surgery (the Hell? — and I, homeless, not an oppressor for money like you, a thief/predator on the poor like you, have money for surgery?), and so I’ll just tell these idiots, who are called “cops” that I’m depressed (guess how depressed being that this has been happening since I was 16, and when for many years every girl wanted me, yet now I’m society’s trash?)
I truly think the majority of cops are mentally ill, narcissists or super conceited with a false flattering view of their decency or goodness. Some are like wild animals, simpleminded due to arrogance of thinking they “know enough” and are “grown men” and so have mentally lazy attitude or they’re simply hateful, bitter, using their job to find human punching bags to take their anger out on (while getting paid to do it, or worse looking for people to sexually take advantage of.
What these cops DON’T realize is that their callous comments and insults cause my seb. d. to flare up! Badly! In effect, their evil mouths and stupid arrests keep me in pain, exhausted, awake, bitter, severely depressed, homeless! You’re not HELPING me or the community repeatedly pushing and dragging me around! You’re literally assaulting and battering me, even if with just rude speech as it has an extreme physical impact! How would you like me doing that to you with you having such a physical condition? STOP ASSUMING. STOP THREATENING, STOP INSULTING, STOP WITH THE STUPID, SMUG, CARELESS, KNOW-IT-ALL COMMENTS MEANT TO DRIVE THE POOR TO SUICIDE OR PUNCH YOUR MOUTHS SO YOU CAN GET PAID LEAVE AND JUSTIFY YOUR HARASSING THEM BY PRETENDING THAT WHEN/IF THEY RETALIATE IT PROVES YOU RIGHTLY STOPPED THEM! No! If you punch wrongly they may rightly punch back!
You should go to Hell you Satanic demon possessed bullies. Bullies, racist hypocrites, well-fed, self-centered, arrogant gluttons, terrorists, conniving stalkers. You’re criminals who weaseled your way into getting a badge, weaseled as in pretended to be moral and good to become a cop.
But so that’s still not all of my physical problems: my neck will every few minutes (since 16 I think) become rigid, I have to crack it thoroughly or it locks up, if I don’t: nerve shocks, those collapsing kinds.
That’s still not all: When I’m in sunlight and heat up, and am, as usual exhausted, then walk or bike or scoot in the heat especially high heat I want to die, it overheats me that quickly. If I don’t seek shade I feel I’ll die, and in the cool I want to sleep desperately! But I can’t, flies will start landing on me outside or inside security guards tell me to leave.
That’s still not all: carrying even slight weight on my back, heavy jacket even tremendously increases the chance of nerve shocks and migraines.
That’s still not the end: the sound of traffic makes me scalp flare up!
I forgot to mention ants biting me at parks or scrub areas when I try to sleep there (wish I had a folding cot).
To deal with all this, I, having limited energy, ability to get far, no money usually, not being able to carry much liquid, and DESPERATE for sleep to get rid of my Hellish aches and pains and not feel the itching and burning anymore and regain energy, again, desperate for sleep, will go into abandoned or vacant homes or into obscure alleys or into the desert. I know, you’re thinking: why not a shelter?
1. I don’t want mrsa

2. I’m sick of ranting schizos

3. Thieves

4. The stink

5. I’m desperate for IMMEDIATE SLEEP and pain relief

6. Trying to get out of that energy-sapping, migraine-inducing sun

7. Trying to avoid scalp flare ups from loud traffic noise (there are no nearby shelters and Southern Help of NV is a long walk)
Problem is: I can’t sleep even if I manage to do any of this because even if I go into:
1. abandoned houses: Fear of cops bursting in (or insane persons) into houses that is

2. outside, especially in undeveloped desert or neglected land: flies, ants, mosquitos at night, no pillow, no blanket, wind blows sand in my eyes and mouth (when in desert areas), yes, mosquitoes are everywhere, and or it gets extremely cold or there’s no water nearby so I stay awake from dehydration

3. parks: cops will wake you up sometimes, or again the ants, flies, heat (day), or just worry over druggies sneaking up on me to make off with whatever, it can also get horribly hot or annoyingly cold, sometimes kids or teens will deliberately walk by to gawk if I have a cat or cats with me especiallg if in carriers (as they want to see what’s inside)

4. alleys (between buildings that is): worry over druggies, often no water around, and often there is no nearby bathroom

5. store plazas: of course at most store plazas security eventually hounds you away, some will call cops on you
I know what some of you are thinking: “If you’re miserable aren’t your cats? Why don’t you give them up?”:
1. Because I’m not “stuck on the streets”, I’m stuck with inconveniences due to poverty: lack of a vehicle, motorized, disabilities like chronic fatigue and pain, supposedly I’m not even allowed to hang out in a community center, nor have cats inside. Noe MY CATS, they aren’t in chronic pain or fatigue, ants can’t penetrate their fur, flies don’t bother them it amuses them actually, they are resistant to extreme cold and okay in shaded parks (tree shade or sides of buildings) and I keep them cool with water or moist towels (making a cat wet will cause most breeds to freeze badly, so should be avoided), and carriers shield them from wind. Cats are outdoor-loving and when they wannt to sleep want sometimes to squeeze tight into dark spaces, some go into sewers. When I had cats my water was near entirely for them (I’m always chronically dehydrated even without cats). Also, cats don’t monumnetally stress over druggies, cops, continual noise. They stress when trapped with strangers, in bright lights with shitty food and around tons of unfamiliar cats (like in shelters). So it’s them that’s miserable, it’s simply me. At a certain par, I’d take them they’d have fun chasimg each other, they loved it.
2. My cats keep my from despairing in lonliness and drove me to move on and not wzste time, especially to find a house for them where cops wouldn’t keep harassing me at. I loved them as my own kids.
3. They were not a burden to me, so there was need to simply give up any cats I had (but I would try sometimes to catch wild kittens to sell so I would have food and transport money besides from donations and my foodstamps.) My cats benefited me and I them. The problem was business establishments forcing me to put my cata outside over either their personal disgust over cats or FDA rules (so, blame the Federal government). The Fed’s law is simply too broad. Service dogs are allowed even if they are dirty or shedding and causing allergic reactions to customers. Why then aren’t at least therapy cats if in carriers?! If there’s a stink SURELY I’ll smell it and deal witj it right away, for what human tolerates “stink”? Being poor or having cats as pets or servants doesn’t make their owners or keepers immune to bad smells! I use kitty litter in my carriers or towels and deal with pee and poop immediately. And consider: how many dog owners leave their dog’s huge poops everywhere? So, why would/shoukd my small cats be kept out of grocery stores and restaurants? Shouldn’t at least the corporations who make billions make specially ventilated spots on a wall insise where a cat can be put so smell or dander won’t interfere with customers or employees? Why endanger their safety by requiring they be kept outside or put the burden on the disabled-poor person?
4. I don’t keep troublesome cats (cats with bad/thankless/wild personalities), they’ll simply leave when you’re not paying attention and wear you out so that you’ll have a hard time doing so. They’ll deliberately pee or poop to keep you away.
5. I’ve repeatedly had my cats fostered or tried, but was lied to each time: FIVE TIMES TOTAL and that’s not counting how many false assurances made by the fosterers about giving them back. The first time was on my birthday, Sept. 21, 2013, in which I was made homeless on July 10, 2013 by endless harassment from lvmpd, code enforcement, animal control and bad neighbors trying to harass me away, soon after I was made homeless by a bad roommate named Sarah, an elderly narcissist drunk who became severely harassing and abusive when I ignored her sexual advances and constant pestering, she was abusive to her own cats, then soon after two young narcissist lesbians who besides trying to slave me insisted on me giving them a kitten, but they were always having sdvere arguments with each other, one tried to get me to “save” her from the other smd blamed me when I “didn’t”, the other was abusive to my cats, playing rpugh with them, even the little kittens, and the one who resented me for not nelping me became violent when I hid one of my laptops from her and kicked me out for it on Sept. 21, right after her birthday which she claimed I’d spoiled by eating a few slices of left over pizza. So then on Sept. 21, I went looking for fosterers and nearby found a nuge amount of UNLV sorority girls outside of UNLV. When I kindly asked they villified me, surrounded me, bullied me, took myncats away and refused to give them back. They called campus police on me. Three came and they prevented me from getting them back claiming one was sick, and one had a string on its neck and therefore unless I gave them to the girls they’d be taken to Lied and killed in 72 hours and I’d be ticketed for animal abuse and not allowed to have animals anymore. None were sick, there was no string, and I knew nothing of Lied, but due to these lying girls acting frantic amd one claiming she’d die and go to the shelter to get them out (I didn’t know they’d be held for 10 days) and them falsely assuring they’d give them back and giving me fake phone numbers I never saw them again. My personal info was even shouted over the cop car, blaring on loudspeaker, so they knew itnwas my birthday. Ironically, I didn’t. Campus police even put me in cuffs two days later when I asked the sorority heads who these girls were and asked the stident union center head if he’d help. The sorority head of the females refused to investigate and the black male of the s.u.c. center lie about helping, instead he trespassed me and the cops said it was because I had a “history”. 
My life in Nevada  got worse:
In NV, where homelessness (and being disabled is caught in this net) is criminalized and treated as a source of crime, cops kept harassing me for criticizing them on my blog, and so took their hate out on me and my pets more severely, increasingly, looking for any excuses to do so, like some narcissist crazy cat lady type angry I don’t give her a free kitten (cuz only she with her imaginary riches and good morals and female gender and white skin should have pets, or service animals) calls animal control on me (even if no animal is seen with me! Yes, it happened people!) and cops tag along to add their harassment. It culminated in more carrier confiscations and worse of course taking my cats, 3 kittens, Lied Shelter starving them for 10 days, me adopting them back with all the money cops didn’t find on me (yes, cops steal from those on foot, especially “homeless”) and having to use Lied’s flimsy box with a handle carriers to get them back to the apartment I was living at (but a particular animal control stalker bitch, some short stalker narcissist fat white bitch with brown hair who stole one of my kittens) ruined it for me by scaring my roommates into kicking me out for, get this: being homeless and having pets. Yes, even when I’M NOT HOMELESS AND THESE STALKER COPS KNOW IT, THEY TRY TO MAKE ME HOMELESS, WITH PETS, AND PRETEND THEY’RE HELPING ANIMALS, AND ME, TO GET A HOME.
SO, where are we? We’re at me getting the 3 kittens back, now bony, two now mildly sick, but alive and kicking, even playing! Low on energy and skinny cuz Lied fed them like Las Vegas feeds inmates in South Tower CCDC: shit, and barely any shit. A day later I rescued a beautiful white abandoned newborn kitten, went to get feeding syringes for it, posted ad/s on craigslist asking for a surrogate mom for it:
a detective (Ortega) arrests me for having them with me, tosses the newborn on the ground, has me put the cats in my carriers, scolds me for, “how do you who you’re selling them to, they’re strangers. I know the law, you can’t sell live animals.” I wasn’t trying to sell them. He and 2 other detectives stole my property, money $90, refused to look at my adoption or vet records, had the kittens killed after putting them in blazing heat for 15 minutes, trapped in carriers, wrote lies in “Trial notes” on my ticket (apparently Ortega feared I’d sue him) saying, “First I read him his Miranda rights”, no you didn’t animal abuser, that I denied the cats food by not putting food in the carriers, that the carriers were “maloderous”, “overcrowded” (with 3 “emmadiated” kittens?), gave them “dirty water” (catfood particles you super fat idiot), denied them food (cuz I didn’t put it in the carriers when he arrested me) and “boxed/crated… cat” (just one huh? And what box, fat idiot thief Ortega?). Then the a.c. vet added lies, pretended I hit one cuz it had a pink hip (idiot: cat skin IS PINK, MR. VET, IDIOT). He killed all four, AFTER feeding the skinny ones. And Ortega put my wagon, ID, debit card and ebt card in the evidence room, and stole my bike pump.
Sept 16. I point out on c.list this harassment and abuse, in 2 posts.
Sept 21. A white male detective accuses/charges me with starving and killing them, asked,
a. Did you give kittens dirty water

b. Did you take kittens from their moms

c. Did you steal cats

e. Are you calling these cops liars?
(He never read me my Miranda rights, he had no recorder, no interview room, took him 15 seconds at the jail to ask these dumb questions while “detaining me”, yet had me put in an overcrowded “fish tank” and had me rot for 3 days in jail, and a guard made me stay 3 more hours for not walking fast enough, and did I mention Sept 21 was my birthday, and I’d FINALLY just fallen asleep when cops “detained” me, and stole copper wire off me, claiming it was illegal to have copper wire (yet more hard work and money of the poor stolen by cops, the “state”).
When I asked why he was detaining me he replied, strangely, “I don’t care if you get out of court or not.”
Oct. 23, after harassing me on my blog, that detective showed up at my house with the blonde detective with her poor-her-scar and steals my kittens, putting them in pillow cases, then pretends they’ll leave me alone (but the male keeps pestering me) and had code enforcement (illegally) board me out.

Oct 25: Arrests me, steals 3 more.
Judge Dianne Sullivan claims I’m a danger to animals, refuses to OR me or lower my bail, I’m forced to repeatedly see 5 different judges, jailed for 4 starving, bullied, sleep-deprived, bright, loud, intercom-blasting months, DA rejects my offer to expose a child molester at the Strip (and a serial killer, and a rapist-arsonist-wannabe, and a cat killer, and a cat-torturer after pretending she needed a month (forcing me to stay 5 months) to consider all that (and much more), my defenders tried behind my back to find me legally insane, withheld my discovery, literally wouldn’t show me. My defenders too specifically Jennifer Frazier withheld my offer till the last second, including info on terrorist plots, she apparently never mentioned that last part. Further, Lied wouldn’t show my adoption records or the health notes on them, only confiscation records.
Due to all that trickery, and from extreme starvation and not being able to take listening to COs babbling loudly at all hours plus blasting intercom messages and contant loud acitivity from meal and med deliveries, snoring inmates and schizo babblers that COs wouldn’t put in isolation but kept next to me (one was so crazed I wrote a medical kite in his name to get rid of him, and he signed it!)… due to all that I accepted, “starving four animals, 1 year no contact with animals or animal orgs — so I can’t go to Lied to get those records to prove they starved the 3 kittens… how convenient for you cops, PETA and DA Ferara, and my asshole attorney Frazier who kept defending, smugly, the cops), and I have to find a house and see a psychiatrist by March 31 (interesting that’s what the stalker detective on my blog threatened he’d “force” on me and kept in both plea deals from this sicko DA).
Well, being massively exhausted and having no money, and SHNV being hardly available, I’ve gotten no where. Consider the hateful irony: Sullivan said 31st wd be “plenty of time,” to get this done, not knowing a thing about me but that for 5 months I behaved, and when it’s these sickos and pride-drowned, willfully ignorant ignoramuses that need a mental doctor, not only that: JAILED FOR A YEAR WHEN I WAS REPEATEDLY ALREADY TRYING TO GET SHNV’S HELP, TRYING TO GET A JOB, AND YET COPS KEPT ILLEGALLY EVICTING ME, HARASSING ME, AND THE STATE LETTING DRUGGIE THIEVES FLOURISH, JAIL ME FOR BEING HOMELESS?!
So the state makes bullying the homeless and their animsls legal sport, even murdering their animals and forcing them to pay to get them back, never reimbursing them for the carriers they confiscate (if you the government can’t afford your own carriers, you animal hoarding government, don’t steal them from the poor, leave animals alone period) and doesn’t give these homeless adequate help for disabled homeless persons, trepasses them arbitrarily from wherever, when they’re doing nothing wrong in my case, again, steals from them, and also punishes them by jailing them, and uses torture and obstruction (hiding my records) gets them to confess or agree to basically, “being willfully and maliciously homeless” so the state can’t be blamed for anything, like having morons, thugs and thiefs for cops. You, “the state”, can’t afford your own carriers, or to feed inmates adequately (or so it pretends), yet, Sullivan gleefully claims the county is going to start its own homeless program…
Please: Stop hiring sick emporers with no clothes like this. Stop hiring cops, judges and leaders without first doing EXTREME VETTING on their mental health and morality, and obey God: do not oppress the poor and needy, orphans or widows, but, “As you’d have done to you, so do to others.”
One last note, facts from research:
“When abused children under court protection were studied in California and Massachusetts, it turned out that a disproportionate number of them were unattractive.”
“Good-looking adults are more likely to get away with anything from shoplifting to cheating on exams to committing serious crimes.”
Now, this translates to: humans are more likely to do wrong to those they see as unattractive, more likely to be biased (misjudge/lie TO HELP) in favor of those they find beautiful. Do you think “the government” and the thugs they hire are immune to this? Think on this too: A cop that is not good is more likely to get hired if white then a better cop who is not, in white dominated areas (and on and on). But, this is sick: to put it into law, bully laws, and to actually punish a person with jail for being disabled, depressed, having no specific address, car or shelter (that a richie rich approves of)… for not beint attractive, but ugly. In essence, school bullies (or who got bullied and want revenge, or both) have become our leaders, cops, lawyers and law makers.
Two more things: Me being around and holding, kissing, petting CATS (with non-coarse fur and not trying to bite or claw my face when I do, obviously) causes my depression and seb. d. to subside! So for someone, a judge or not to tell me to “stay away from animals” (and as if animals matter more than humans!… tho admittedly a good animal is better than an evil human) is sick, it’s hurtful, immoral, evil and being a torturer and bully. It’s truly sick. If cats could make kids’ cancer go away but it inconvenienced the cats for however long, for example, then SO WHAT if the cats felt “bad”? What matters more, the suffering human or a cat becoming aggravated? Yet this is the crazy and oppressive way of life many liberals (usually all narcissists) want everyone to live like: like we should worship animals, roaches even, as if God made man to serve animals, bugs. Disgusting!
Stop forcing your liberal religion, your personal feelings on others! You’re rejecting common sense, you’re spitting on God! You liberals and your feelings cannot replace God and his Law! “As you’d have done to you so do to others” NOT “Cater to liberal philosophy, to emotional whims of man, to animals barking, hissing, chirping or roaring.” A lion roaring is not my law, it’s the commands of God, stop hindering me with your emdless and ever-changing emotional whims, your, “Well if I think ur doing wrong ur going to jail fera year.” Angry bitter hypocrite white-washed bitch with your purple robe, go to Hell with ur whining and God-complex. Stop pretending to care about animals when you and your ilk use it as cheap cover of righteousness to mask the hate in you, you control freak judges.
Note: I’m not saying all officials are equally bad or that there aren’t any who couldn’t be called honorable or decent, cops included. As a Christian I must be strict and precise with how I judge right from wrong and must use God’s Law/legal standard of right from wrong and therefore use that standard to judge (if there’s a need to) judge someone’s character or relationship with God (with what evidence is available) by their actions. For you who say, “You shouldn’t judge”, you’re immoral and don’t know God, that’s my judgment. Who says not to judge right from wrong or if someone does either or if they are GOOD, HONORABLE, DECENT OR EVIL? Not Jesus:
“Stop judging by mere appearances and make a right judgment.” he said. When he said, “Don’t judge”, if you read the rest of the context right after nearly he’s saying to be careful with your judgments and not to be a hypocrite judging BY getting the log out of your eye when judging those with mere splinters in their eye/s (if you’re a hypocrite you’re not a Christian, if you’re a Christian God had opened your eye/s enough to know right from wrong and set and keep you on the path to eventual perfect understanding of God’s, his known will that is, as God says he has higher thoughts and secrets). That blinder in your spiritual eye/s (also your ability also to reason logically concerning God’s basic teachings, especially on salvation) aka “the log” can only be removed by God. YES, the Bible says God deliberately blinds, other parts imply or say He lets Satan do it (so God is in that case indirectly accomplishing His plan using evil people/angels and acts just as he does with good acts or natural events).
And do you think only Hitler’s “good” acts should be pointed out or any bad a person does be ignored (that would make everyone who does much “good” no matter what they do or unable to be judged as not only never doing wrong or making a mistake but never able to be known an “evil” even if all they ever did was abuse animals or rape anyone, even innocent or good kids, common sense. Do you have common sense?).
Remember Matthew 25:
“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people… the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you >since the creation of the world< (remember the Bible teaches God predestines everyone’s life experiences). For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me. … Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ … Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’ … they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”