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The Short Time I Had With My Kitten, Baby
My Baby
So, with a loan from an acquaintance I got $100 to use on my cat at the vet, and spent it all yesterday on her. I wanted to comment about this experience I had just now, which was force feeding her cat food since she couldn’t eat due to her having pierced either side of her tongue with her teeth when I, I reason, let her bite at my sleeves when I let her out soon after having caught her two or three days ago. What I wanted to comment on was that despite me having tube-bottle fed her about an hour ago and her gagging and screaming briefly at times when choking, and her sort of begging me I suppose to stop, and letting her down – that when I let her down on my sleeping bag at one point, she was purring and kneading it! She either realized I was trying to help her eat, and realized with her God-given intelligence that I wasn’t causing her pain on purpose and/or felt satisfied with what little food I was able to feed her. But it is also amazing that even if she thought I was causing her such great pain on purpose, that she after such great pain, and her having yellow mucous clogging her nose (and me wiping it away at times) that she would be euphoric seconds later, still sick, still in pain, still hardly having eaten!
At first I thought the holes in her mouth was my fault, if it did happen by letting her bite my sleeves or sleeve (though she was biting an animal-toy I put in the cage too – 1/18/2015 I just realized as of updating this post that she had bitten her tongue while still in her cage from the expression she gave me before I had taken her out of the cage – and indication she was able to eat well before as there was a full can inside that had been devoured and when I put in another she began to eat that one too – which was when she stuck it out at one point, which is only something a cat will do if they are comfortable, with the exception of what I am describing now or some disease), but it could have easily just has happened had I taken the long way of letting her get used to me over the weeks, because it is just as possible that when trying to pet her for the first time even after having waited many days, letting her bite my sleeve or some toy, that she would have pierced her tongue anyways. In a way I could argue I sped things up so that this will be unlikely to happen again. I performed surgery on the right side of her tongue because I saw it was a thread nearly on the right side of the right hole on her tongue and was causing her great pain when moving her tongue. I think it was getting caught on her teeth and getting repeatedly stretch on her food or teeth, and it looked yellow white, clearly infected, so I use a knife and scissors to cut it off. It looks as if a lot of material got destroyed on that side of her tongue though, as if something had taken a big bite out of her tongue.
I still owe the vet $16 (1/18/2015 – it now stands at $200 or more in multiple a last ditch attempts I made to save her life, not getting any sleep for days and in my last attempt biking early in the morning in freezing cold with only a shirt on on a brakeless bike using my jackets to shield her from the cold and warming her against my belly, but was told it was a lost cause and she likely had massive infection and dual kidney failure – would have been over $400 and I was perfectly willing, but the vet seeing my condition was looking for something less expensive and injected her with saline rather than keeping her overnight at my request, and my Wells Fargo debt card repeatedly rejected even a small down payment anyways). But imagine this cat had been stolen from me after all these, and slandered or treated callously as had the security guard at Vons and UNLV sorority girls and campus police there, acting as if I was an abuser by whoever stole it, or aiding the thief, can you understand how I feel about my stolen cats and kittens when you think of it that way? What I mean is, I suffered hard and long, I long-suffered, I slaved over my cats and kittens, and yet had them stolen from me and was slandered as having abused them, and called an animal abuser by these thieves. How can a pet thief taking this young cat I rescued (who was bony to begin with and sick), stealing that kitten from me after I had painstakingly performed surgery on her, gotten slimed with cat food repeatedly in very cold weather, in a dirty abandoned house where feces used to be on the rug (which I removed in the room I had done surgery in), dirty with dust, having gotten my own saliva all over me from biting onto a bicycle flashlight to see what I was doing including while feeding her, and then someone is going to call me in their self righteousness a cat abuser and steal her? How can such a thief not be executed or lashed hard 40 times in public as at least a partial punishment for such even acts, such arrogance, such carelessness, such thoughtlessness, such callous behavior for the life of the animal they stole and the owner whom they slandered, who is in great pain, suffering from psoriasis non-stop from the stress of endless oppression, endless harassment, decades of memories of abuse and sorrowful experiences, having been suicidal from abuse as a child and in adulthood, suicidal for at least 10 years, and someone is going to take my pet away because they assume that based on their glance-judgment, they know better than me, and because they see me who looks poor, must therefore be a bad person or have inferior morals, wisdom or judgment, or because I disagree with some opinion of theirs, one they presumed was right in their arrogance of believing they are superior for whatever reason? Such thieves, such slanderers should be executed.
11/18/2015 At 6 AM I got her to the vet, and I took her home when the doctor gave me a dire judgment, and about 7 AM my little angel after spending hours in extreme pain, died in my arms. God decided to take her away from Hellish world early, away from the self-centered citizens of Las Vegas and the rest of the world, who treated her as a homeless person, like dirt, even though pretending to be loving, kind, good or decent.
I’ll always love you, I’ll miss your purrs, your kneading when you were happy, your head rubs, and wonder what could have been.
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Why Not To Trust Drug Addicts At All and Why Not To Live or Visit Vegas
Some of you who come to this blog probably wonder why I haven’t written in it for a long time. I’ll try to explain briefly:
unreliable backstabbing drug addicts and police harassment. How is that for brief? I’ve been living in a Hellworld called Las Vegas, where police harass those who look poor and homeless, especially on the Las Vegas Strip, making it impossible for them to not be homeless, as they’ve repeatedly done to me. They ignore obvious pan handlers if they are dressed in costumes mostly, but the homeless they often harass, especially those with pets. Meanwhile they ignore the tourists with pets, showing that these police are criminals, rather than professionals persons doing their job. You can’t for example, ignore one murder because that murderer is dressed nice and from a foreign country, but only deal with the local murderer, because he looks poor, or has a cat with him, if you do, you yourself are a criminal. My cats have been repeatedly stolen from me, first five, one ran off and probably stolen, ran off when a homeless man punched me in the head just cuz, and knowing he could injure the kitten/cat. The last one I had, I’d been ticketed for having twice at the Strip, by the same evil cops, and a previous ticket from the same ones even for the white kitten that had been ran off. So, three tickets from the same group of bullies calling themselves police. That last kitten had been stolen with the help of a security guard at Vons, at first I thought she stole it, but then I found out from the thieves themselves that she permitted them, giving her blessing so to speak, to steal it. This is a guard who called me insane for saying I wanted to breed cats and me saying that there were researchers who showed that there is no cat overpopulation problem. Months earlier she had told me, “I hate people, that’s why I keep to myself.” This guard is so wicked, that when I started to leave Vons after buying cat food, she, after having not spoken to me for months for me saying what I did to her, all of the sudden said, “Hi, how’s it going?” Can anyone say, “NARCISSIST”? I’d call her a psychopath but psychopaths could care less about animals as she passionately did, however her “care” was a twisted narcissistic care. If she truly loved animals, she would not “hate everyone” as in the owners who care for them too, nor randomly permitted total strangers (who by the way were homeless meth addicts, the one who directly stole however was half-homeless) to steal my kitten. She also lied to the police about what happened, and made up absurd lies like me being in a long line. Adding to her stupidity was her thinking she could lecture me in her stupid assumptions about how to take care of the kitten AFTER she’d permitted him to be stolen. A narcissist by the way is almost identical to a psychopath, the only difference being a narcissist is delusional in how important they are, and has a very tiny conscience. Hence why this guard was gulping in fear when she saw I was truly concerned for this kitten, rather than having what in her stupid, petty, twisted and presumptuous mind: no concern at all. She thought in other words, I’d say nothing and let it go, but she saw I could get her fired instead, and she realized her dumb mistake. She knows by now that if I press charges against her and so on, I could destroy her career, and she could end up homeless herself, as she deserves. And consider she did this with Christmas close ahead AND WHEN I WAS BUYING THIS HUNGRY KITTEN FOOD. How did she know if they would feed him right away or not, if they had the money, if they weren’t morons who’d feed him dog food, which lacks taurine that cats need, and on and on? That’s the “care”, the “love” or a narcissist. It is false care, false concern, false love.
It was obvious to me this evil woman played some part in the disappearance of my kitten, as she refused to tell me if there was an outside camera and refused to let me call 311.
Update 12/18/2014:
So, yesterday I got scammed by a smooth talking druggie who stole my bluetooth keyboard, portable battery and the sim card my Trio AXS 4G tablet after locking it! She also cost me making $20 that night. I came across her when she was pretending to be in distress over $40 being stolen from her, and me not realizing she was yet another untrustworthy drug addict fell for her charm and smooth talking. She was showing signs of being a narcissist rapidly, but me thinking she was just uppity and eccentric in my weariness and looking for a friend overlooked it. She quickly began having angry outbursts when I didn’t want to participate in her scams or let her do whatever with my tablet and and she took off angrily when I told her my portable battery went missing. Ironically she delayed me so that by chance I acquired a phone, legally. One of the bizarre signs she was mentally ill was claiming, even in front of others, that because I (merely) TOUCHED her phone that that was why it has cracked, a phone she tried to sell me IN THE DARK OF NIGHT which she knew was already cracked no doubt. A guy I suspect is a meth user had stolen my bike afterwards that night and replaced the pedals with clip pedals and ripped the front light off (he’s not a bike user and no doubt wanted the light for himself). He was no doubt going to sell the bike, however I caught him with it and despite knowing my hellish experiences here and the events of the thefts that night made up/implied that a crazy drug addict (a real one who tried to assault and mug me) was the one who gave it to him. This moron made me argue very long with him for it back, even tried to make me give him the wheel I’d removed as a precaution, and when I recorded him arguing with me he demanded the camera in exchange to give to the crazy addict so that he wouldn’t get beat by him (just forget that that addict, he claimed thought of him as an uncle and that that was why he wouldn’t beat him when angry). And btw, all three of these fools I’m talking about were obvious narcissists, including the gf of the crazed one whom he broke up with right after trying to, or feigning to fight me some nights ago. The one with the bike by the way, while scamming me with a fake check he got me to deposit and putting me $412 in debt, said to me with an angry hateful voice over me already having spent my share and not having anything left for him to use that I’d f’d it all off including by sharing some with others (I told him I had) and he furiously replied “I’m the only one that matters!” So while he was holding my bike wanting something for it I’d told him I’d stopped talking about that (betrayal) of his (and his claiming smoothly afterwards when I brought up that he’d ruined my bank account that that was all my fault and I couldn’t blame him at all – not even for him calling me a retard for not helping that scammer a second time huh?), I finally, and no doubt since I recorded him, got him to give up his stolen prize. Consider that yesterday night was very cold and I was stuck with two heavy bags and an injury to my right shoulder from having chased what I thought were the thieves who stole my kitten on a stolen scooter, which is yet another hellish thread. But so after biking away came across the usual druggies, including the one who wanted his stolen scooter back, who foolishly after tracking the thieves down, listened to their sweet talk and let them disappear with it again. And that night I witnessed a drug deal gone bad – a marijuana grower/dealer was robbed of much weed and the thief in the car tried to speed off even as the seller held on to the car! Before all that had happened, just as the two were entering the parking lot where the theft occurred, one had suddenly stopped in front of the dealer’s car (he was riding in it as a passenger that is) and screeched quickly into the lot). The people in the car with the dealer and some other guy, a guy who was a witness or whose car was hit too was standing around, perhaps exchanging insurance info. Then tonight I found one of the druggies in my sleeping bag in his usual cranky mood. He claimed the girl (who was one of the druggie thieves that stole my kitten) had given him my sleeping bag. It was his birthday, so I let him be, knowing that he might disappear with it or leave it around where it would get stolen. And that is only SOME of the troubling stressful events I’d been through in the past few days. The large amount of druggies I encounter here by the way all show signs of being narcissists or sociopaths, except maybe two or three. Ive found that those who heavily use heroine, meth, weed and alcohol are usually narcissists or sociopaths. A sociopath as I define it is someone with a burned out conscience and little to no fear of God. Don’t trust anyone who sells prescription drugs, heroine or weed either.
Meanwhile, I lost a mini SD card with a lot of good footage of the craziness here and a 64 gig USB drive I was using to back up my laptop and which I’d transferred a large amount of data too, meaning if I don’t find it, I’m going to have to do data recovery, sigh. On top of that, it seems my laptop’s hard drive is defective now from I suppose my laptop having had a few falls recently.
The Boyd Bushman Hoax and Appeal to Authority Fallacy
Boyd Bushman being interviewed by the mathematician, UFO investigator, theoretical physcist and New Ager, David Sereda
An image of one of Boyd supposedly demonstrating anti-gravity
David Sereda, idiot New Ager genius
I saw this comment on YouTube, which was in reply to someone who said that a former employee, a scientific researcher and inventor, in other words a research and development worker, named Boyd Bushman, was a fraud. Whether he really was an employee of Lockheed I don’t know, but he does have at least one patent. But so, in reply to the one calling him a fraud, someone made an illogical comment and perpetuated/parroted a common logical fallacy used by Big Bangers and Evolutionists/Mainstream Science cultists/anti-fundamentalist Christians (fundamentalists are also known as Reformed Christians aka Calvinists and wrongly as conservative Christians who are usually Catholics, Episcopalians, Methodists, and Free Will (Arminian) Christians, though some Reformed Christians do call themselves conservatives, which I think is confusing):
“Don’t you love all the experts on youtube who think they are smarter than a senior scientist from lockheed martin.. Yea, all the while they are working at mcdonalds, yet when they are on the internet they suddenly become expert physicists, describing how experts from Lockheed are wrong and are frauds.. Google patents – Boyd Bushman
My reply:
Just because someone works for Lockheed or performed odd experiments doesn’t mean they know what they are talking about or won’t do deceptive things, AT ALL. A good example is mainstream scientists: they spread bad theories like the big bang and evolution, and stars-from-gas using the good base of the scientific method, why?: money and fame, and many of them have narcissism disorder (narcissists tend to be at the front of the face of everything in the world, including governments. That is because of their ill desire for large amounts of attention and praise).
Boyd even, in one video deliberately talks very vague in a childish and unhelpful way, childish in that he’s not saying anything specific but what it is common for any seasoned scientist like David Sereda who interviewed him, rather, Boyd said “watch nature”. Well what scientist DOESN’T OBSERVE NATURE?! Hello: NEWTON, EINSTEIN, GALILEO and on and on, and biologists regularly attempt to copy God’s work, looking for new industrial or medical chemicals in plants and animals.
Leedskalnin, was he a scientist? Do you know who he is? He was the “McDonalds cashier” scientist as a narcissistic scientist might say, but despite being a “nobody” lacking college degrees still made an enormous monument using what seemed to be by a combination of antigravity and the use of a traditional weights, levers and pulley moving method. To use the McDonalds cashier insult is a bad stereotype, since genius and truth spring as much from idiots and the lowly as much as the wealthy and elite-schooled; it’s a very wrong stereotype.
Another reason it’s not wise to make fun of McDonald’s employees, is because, supposing for all you know you’re making fun of someone who only has a part time job is an employee there and yet has expertise in some field of physics or some other science field, like logic, theology, maths or physics (and does it take a great imagination to consider that many McDonald’s cashiers are college or university students in some science class, including physics?) and may even be a paid teacher of any of those, maybe even a theoretical physics teacher, which is are types people like yourself usually exalt above as superior persons. And in this so called “bad world economy” it’s very likely that many people of prestige have some second lowly job, especially being that theoretical science isn’t an easy job to profit from. If you hadn’t noticed Michio does a lot of interviews, do you think he does them all for free? Someone of prestige with many high degrees could have some second lowly job just to get rid of the last few payments they own on a loan or to get a loan, or make the final payments on whatever or to help care for a new baby or adopted son or daughter they have to live comfortably.
Back to Leedskalnin: you could reasonably think of him as a type of Boyd Bushman, because tho he was able to pull off amazing things, he didn’t say anything useful enough to be able to duplicate his feats, instead he gave a theory which was so vague (like Boyd) it amounted to vain showing off. That is the case with Boyd. Boyd, Leedskalnin, Maurice Ward (supposed inventor of Starlite) and Hutchison are, in comparison to the inventor Morgado, the inventor of the MYT Engine and Tesla useless people, and shameful even.
Rather than mocking McDonald’s cashiers as being stupid and unreliable for scientific truth and as none being people with any expertise in science, it’s Mainstream Scientists, including any atheist, humanist, pagan, Armininan, New Age, Hindu, Buddhist or Muslim ones, who should be mocked, who should be called “kooks” or “crackpots”. But you shouldn’t say that to just anyone’s face, because you wouldn’t want to unnecessarily insult someone or provoke a violent person to harm you or someone else. They should be called those things if they teach their bad beliefs or endorse them by name, like saying, “Yes being a Muslim is good” or “There’s nothing wrong with being a pagan” or “Fundamentalism is bad (fundamentalism is just belief in basic teachings of the Bible necessary for being a good Christian).” I’m not saying that just because someone is a kook or crackpot or stupid that they can’t come up with anything useful or don’t do anything useful or that nothing useful can be learned from accidental discoveries they make, just that any severely bad teachings they have or believe would make them those things, as opposed to simply having some lowly job at McDonald’s and/or not having any degrees or prestigious awards or prestigious scientists agreeing with you or some popular people.
Also, to attack someone as having illegitimate critique skill or judgment merely because they work at McDonald’s, or as cashier or some other “lowly” job there is called an “Ad Hominem Fallacy”, which is when you personally insult someone for something they do that is far from directly related to what they arguing about, merely talking about or endorsing.
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1 Cor 1:25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
1 Cor 1:26 For consider your calling, brothers: not many of you were wise according to worldly standards, not many were powerful, not many were of noble birth.
1 Cor 1:27 But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong;
1 Cor 1:28 God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are,
1 Cor 1:29 so that no human being might boast in the presence of God. – ESV
Psalm 8:2: From out of the mouths of infants and sucklings you have established strength on account of your adversaries, to cause the silence of the enemy and vengeful foe.
Matthew 11:25: “Jesus said, ‘I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from wise and intelligent people and have revealed them to infants.'”
John 7:24: “Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment.”
UPDATE: Recently Boyd Bushman was shown in a video as having “disclosed” that aliens and their ships were here on Earth at Area 51 and “24 hours a day working on UFOs”. In one picture he showed what was to me an obviously fake alien, and used poorly made photographs to use as his evidence. The cameraman interviewing him seemed to be doing a deliberately poor job interviewing him and even keeping the camera in focus or used a deliberately poor camera. One commenter on Youtube.com showed an obscenely titled link to a model statuette of the same fake-looking alien Boyd had shown in one of his crappy pictures. Even though that was pointed out in the comments, the one doing so did not get any votes up as far as I could see, rather those praising Boyd and/or while criticizing his and the camera man’s method of presentation were the ones getting votes up. Why is Youtube filled with such gullible idiots? I wonder if the Internet naturally attracts narcissists and those who are gullible and wanting attention, and those who are not gullible and attention-craving abstain from wasting their time voting, in general, to their hurt in many cases. I say that because votes and comments can persuade others to be stupid and evil or wise in a morally good way.
Obviously a doll, and in the second comparison picture it’s obvious the “teeth and smile” are jpeg noise from picture compression. Being that the keywords on the tinypic.com were the same obscene ones as the page of the full picture of the doll it’s obvious this is from the hoaxer, having a laugh at everyone.
By the way, if anyone does want to invest their time or money in a real anti-gravity saucer project, one you can see being made in real time, consider funding my project at http://gofundme.com/deception, which some asshole/s on Craigslist keep flagging away. If you have any mechanical engineering skills and knowledge of physics and would like to apply for a job helping to build this craft attraction go ahead and email me.
The narcissist prizes attention, the psychopath is a sadist, the addict cares only for comfort and pleasure.
A true Christian seeks to conform to God's will; a self-centered man exalts his own will.
A logical man sees the universe and worships the Designer; an when an atheist sees it he resents his powerlessness, envies and scoffs.
To deny God's existence is to deny the existence of truth and right from wrong because without a God, right and wrong are simply opinions of imperfect beings and where they go when they die, who knows? What I mean by truth and right from wrong are the redundant terms, "absolute truth", "absolute good" and "absolute evil". So then, to deny the existence of God is neither logical nor moral.
Please read the differences between Christian groups and why they matter.
A Nazi From Jersey Island, My Cats at the Vegas Strip and Other Stupid People There, or, “Other Forms of Discrimination Other Than Racism”
So, I went back to the Strip maybe two days in a row now, something I rarely do, that is bring my pets there, and as usual morons were about ready to judge, with some drunk ones from Jersey, as in the island, at around 12 at night. One woman, maybe around 10 PM, who while petting my kitten PussPussPuss aka Poopapoo licked her hand and the woman said, “Are you kissing me?” then got up and as she walked away said, “I hate people who bring their pets to the Strip.” Besides the Bible saying that anyone who hates their brother is a murderer and someone who does does know God, their Creator, who the Bible says “is love”, it’s clearly hateful (very obvious) and a childish and dumb thing to say. It’s an elitist comment, and why there is a ban on pets at the Strip. The purpose is to make the poor go away, as the mafia who once ruled Vegas once tried to do, and no doubt why God made them go away. However God replaced the mafia with the even worse, perhaps, Clark County police. Yesterday there was also a black woman who said aloud when she saw an elderly homeless man on one of the bridges, “I don’t understand why the bralums sit on the bridge all the time.” And around 12 tonight I encountered a party of three from Jersey Island. When they spoke to me as I was with my kittens, who were sitting on a little folding chair that I bought for them so they wouldn’t be on the dirty sidewalk or accidentally get stepped on and so they would be easier to observe and pet, the male among the two females of this group spoke, and what he said I don’t remember but I said, “Are you from Australia?” and he replied angrily while looking about and taking a deep breath and holding a cup of alcohol as the two females were too, “If one more person asks me if I’m from Australia I swear I’m gonna,” and he sounded very serious and I think he actually said something that indicated he would physically assault them. He was obviously an oaf, a violent moron. Why should something like that upset you? And how many people could have possibly asked, probably not that many, and yet he, most likely a narcissist (keep reading and you’ll see why I say that) decided to condemn me after I talked a while with a blonde in their group. She asked if I was selling them, and I said no, and she asked what their names were, which I told her, and she replied, annoyingly, “They don’t have names” and then asked what the quarantine laws were. I told her they were $7000 cats, which they are in my opinion, and being Russian Blues, half, with the qualities of ones passed on to them arguably made them such, especially since some could argue their qualities were superior to various pure ones you could find, and either the blonde woman or the red headed one said, “No they aren’t.” So they were ignorant about cat values, drunk, and with a violent animal, that is, that male. The blonde woman then asked twice if I would sell them for $1000 each, I said I wouldn’t at first, then the second time I half-hearted said I would sell Princess that much, because she doesn’t like being here. She then replied, “Now that’s not good.” That comment was, no offense if you read this, stupid, because part of the reason I ended up being evicted last year from my house (my house which I had a solar power system in that I built up using my disability and social security income, a system which was half destroyed by a bully code enforcement officer who also vandalized the windows in that house with a female animal control officer observing him, and the rest, about $650 stolen by him the next day), that being because when I had seven other cats, had asked on Craigslist if anyone could help me out with food and water for them, and an absurd moron jealous of me having them ranted about how they looked sickly. So what if they look sickly to a random moron who won’t identify themselves and is criticizing me for no good reason? They asked why I didn’t just give them away. Well moron, if you’re to stupid to figure that out, you’re a moron. Her comment was obviously offensive and it was to me and I let her know. So then she reported me to animal control or was animal control. An officer apparently fooled me into giving up my address, and then animal control began harassing me, literally and threatened to impound cats they never saw using a warrant. Now they never would have obtained a warrant I think, but even if they did, they would have had no cause unless they lied, because I merely said I would have liked extra food. This is at a house where police officers with the help of animal control stole one of my dogs, literally stole him, and the other, a female that I had rescued, they lied about being abandoned and stealing her took her past the no kill shelter and took her to the kill shelter. That was a dog I was going to take to the vet to be cured either the next day or not long after that, and to me, murdered her. And animal control seeing I had been dealing with code enforcement, called them, and the officer who had been harassing me at that house came back and illegally broke in with an animal control officer and illegally evicted me and my cats IN BLAZING HEAT, and they both told me to go away, exactly, “Go cowboy, just go,” the code enforcement officer said, and the female behind him, “Just go.” When I left, I had to abandoned one of the two kittens I had rescued not long after I moved in there, the male, Sushi, who I loved dearly. He became feral as a result of the eviction, and they boarded up my house repeatedly so that would more likely happen. He was the one who I said vandalized the house, junked my panels by shattering them in empty pool and throwing some of my lead acid batteries onto the ones he threw into the jacuzzi and who the next day stole solar panels I’d just bought and an inverter I rescued that he had thrown off the top of the roof and had landed onto the ground, an inverter that cost me about $250. The panels were $150 each, and he stole three of them. I took my solar controller with me, but that was soon stolen. I think that cost about $145. But so my point is, I ended up homeless, chronically you could say, due to me not wanting to give up my cats, and here were foreigners playing judge over someone in another country, over a person they did not know anything about other than that he was treating his cats visibly well, pampering them, and who wasn’t looking like a “bum”, who had a nice bike right behind the cats with a clean duffel type bag and a clean new-looking backpack, cats resting in a chair, sleeping, and the blonde said it wasn’t good that I would sell ONE, not both, as in that I would sell them at all, meaning, “I don’t love them.” Now of course to those who are not stupid (sorry to call you that but it’s true, I’d like you to become wise and be a friend but, you’re stupid), of course would slam this woman verbally because many, probably the majority would say, “You should sell your cats because you can’t handle giving them proper care.” Even the man had said, “Why don’t you give them to a rescue” shelter, or he said “place”, and I wanting to be rid of them and being frustrated and trying to defend the fact that I loved them said, “No, they might kill them,” or “would”, and also because I was thinking of the kennels in Clark County – some in Vegas is known for quickly killing the animals they get. So I was caught in a “damned if you do, damned if you don’t” situation. As I said in a Craigslist post I made very recently, explaining why I would make no rock and fossil museum in Nevada, no matter where I go in Clark County, I meet evil morons. They are of every income level, from very poor to very wealthy and they’ve repeatedly “ruined my day” and sabotaged me. Anyways, so the blonde, though stupid and drunk, was much more honorable than the other two and showed a capacity to learn at least, to grow and get better, to improve. The male however was an angry oaf. I’m sure many would say, “When you’re drunk you say many things you don’t mean.” That’s not true. The hate is there, and you do mean what you say. So after she gets my blog address from me and stands her ground when her whining angry friends(?) keep begging her to leave me the male comes back to harass me and says very harshly, “You’re a disgrace dragging those cats here!” though not saying it very loud, but somewhat loud, and said it with such a hateful look I replied, “I didn’t drag them”, and it was obvious as they weren’t complaining, weren’t trying to hide and I had a bike and “bags” and were sleeping. It was as dumb as the blonde saying that they had no names when I just said them to her. He then said, “Yes you did, I have cats…” and perhaps said other nonsense to finish that sentence. In other words I was arguing with an angry blind and hypocritical brat who was being a bully because I wasn’t living my life according to his feelings, his unstated rules, his random preaching of his opinions, the babble of a wannabe God. So what if you have cats? Not all cats are stay-at-home, or is it you let yours wander around to do whatever and get poisoned, scratched up, kidnapped, or shot with an arrow as one veterinarian in America recently boasted about having done? Who knows, because you didn’t even care to explain your oh so profound morality, your personal rules, so clearly they must not have mattered much, and you were merely ranting your feelings in disgraceful drunkenness. What is a disgrace was that time wasting babble, you playing righteous God, elitist moron with no solutions, not listening and arguing fist, assuming in hypocrisy, spending your money getting drunk or gambling rather than helping the poor. You are no different than the elitists of Vegas whose solution to help the poor is to push them away or as Republican Alaska Representative Don Young said somewhat recently during a committee hearing (probably a narcissist), the solution to homelessness is to release wolves on the street. Stupid Don, their already are human wolves on the street like you that keep them homeless and greedy ignoramuses who have no genuine compassion like yourself, but pretend to care so much, are so hypocritical, ask people to elect them to be their representative. And represent those who voted you in power well you do, because the reason you are in power is because of careless loveless people, who like you, pretend to be loving and caring of others and animals. The solution to poverty like that violent elitist oaf from Jersey is not to show mercy to the very animals he pretended to care for, but to rebuke their owner and shake him into, GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE. In other words, “Don’t be poor in front of me! I want to enjoy my gambling and getting drunk, my materialism, the immoral sexual imagery around me, the lack of compassion shown to animals and only advertising to buy goods other than animals!” I told these people I’d been illegally evicted, but it didn’t seem to register in their drunken minds. And when I followed a little the now yelling male, yelling that I was a disgrace to rebuke him, the red headed(?) female said with a disapproving whining-like tone, “You’re leaving your cat,” … yes moron I was, because your moron companion was tempting me to and demanding I rebuke him while he was delaying me and distracting and harassing me. Okay drunken moron? Now imagine this: I beat nearly to death all three of them, and it probably would not have been recorded on camera, and gouged their eyes out and so thoroughly stomped their heads that it lead to brain damage so that they could never clearly identify me, and of course, they end up homeless or very disabled. Now imagine they end up living worse than me, being given to alcohol and using drugs to get rid of the chronic pain such a beating would have caused them, including mentally, and become addicted to them. Do you think then they would have some understanding of what it’s like to become so poor and so hated for being poor? I was not that far away from beating the male, because as I told him, he didn’t know me. You don’t, especially if you’re from another country, and knowing unless they are ignorant of the news of that country (and then what business to they have all the more judging someone of another country) call someone a harsh thing like “disgrace”. Imagine I go to India, North Korea, Iraq, or China and come across someone who is begging for money or food, or some war torn African country that I went to because I read a brochure telling me it had beautiful sights to see, and me saying to the beggar, “You’re a disgrace, begging like this, get a job!” And how dumb is the “get a job!” comment, a supposed “solution” to all the problems of poverty? As anyone who is not an utter moron knows, not a fool, not a disgrace, merely having just any job anymore than a mentally ill or distressed person just going to any “doctor” or going to just any college or taking any “meds” isn’t necessarily gong to solve whatever problems you have. Many people try and get many jobs and end up wearing themselves out, are angry all the time and are still poor for all kinds of reasons which include only having time for work, and not to tend to medical needs or raising their children properly who may in the absence of their parent or parents end up eating up all the food around and forcing that parent to use up all the money they have. Eventually they can end up homeless and then what good did having a job or multiple jobs do? Also some medications for mental illnesses and other physical ailments are known to be “pulled off the shelves” for having lethal problems that may have already been known, but due to greed and bribing was able to be sold legally, but which killed or did great damage to those who took those meds. And not just any college is going to make you wise. People who give quick and cliche solutions with a hateful tone are often, besides being atheists or some sort of false Christian, like an Arminian Pentecostal, they are people who are simply willfully ignorant and therefore deliberate simpletons, hateful and self-centered. Just think about that, people getting drunk, spending their money on everything but helping you, telling you, “You must help yourself in the way we demand because we say you are bad!”, people you don’t know and who don’t know you. There is no spiritual law that says, “Don’t have animals in noisy places, or loud places or very populated places. That is why Pet Kingdom, a pet store here in Vegas has an owner who feels fine having something like five full grown fat cats wandering around that high-traffic store. I’ve never heard anyone complain about her having cats spending hours in that much noisier store than many parts of the Strip, never heard anyone say, “Shame on you for dragging all these cats into your store!” or “…all these hamsters, these parrots and snakes!” Does the male from Jersey also want to yell about all the animals and uncommon insects and plants (and beautiful rare rocks and fossils) that were bulldozed away, killed or buried to build Vegas for him to joyfully get drunk and gamble in and berate the poor to make himself feel superior and wise, like he matters much and has any lasting value, a man clearly on his way to an eternity in the darkness and fires of Hell? He’s a simpleton like so many other elitists, too stupid to argue with and a waste of time to give more than one or two rebukes too. What is also stupid about his comment and that of anyone saying that animals don’t belong on the Strip: they don’t explain why, at all, second they don’t acknowledge there are animals already living on the Strip: service dogs, non-service dogs, birds, feral and half-feral cats, parrots which are allowed to be there by obtaining a permit (which can be done with any animal and therefore it could be argued that the ban on pets was a “follow the money” / greed law, a law to both force the poor away and monetize bringing animals to the Strip), all kinds of animals. Do tourists or locals whine when they see parrots being used for pictures, to make a profit for the company using them? Nope. Do they whine and moan when cats and dogs are in mass brought into “kennels” or “rescue shelters”, literally dragged there with a noose and given jail treatment? Further would the tourists and locals like to whine and rebuke the city officials and animal control for not forcing with all that money they get from taxes, the feral animals and wild birds off the Strip, should that be a priority? Further, who said my pets didn’t already live on the Strip, or some high traffic or very noisy area? In fact they live in Vegas, which is not much different from the Strip. My pets, all of them came from very noisy places, lived in very noisy places, dirty places, diseased places, areas full of gambling, drug addiction and alcohol use, so then why does it matter if they are at the Strip or not? It doesn’t, it’s about money, stupid narcissists, vanity, self-righteousness, babbling drunks, discrimination against the poor, ignorance, a lack of love and cold-heartedness.
On such hateful people at this time and on the poor and wealthy the Bible says,
“But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God–having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them.
They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth.” – 2 Timothy 3:1-6
“The poor plead for mercy, but the rich answer harshly.” – Proverbs 18:23
“The poor are shunned by all their relatives– how much more do their friends avoid them! Though the poor pursue them with pleading, they are nowhere to be found.” – Proverbs 19:7
“Wealth is worthless in the day of wrath, but righteousness delivers from death.” – Proverbs 11:4
“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left. Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’ Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’ The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’ They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’ He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’ Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.” – Matthew 25:31-46
“There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores and longing to eat what fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores. The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried. In Hades, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. So he called to him, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.’ But Abraham replied, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been set in place, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.’ He answered, ‘Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my family, for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.’ Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.’ ‘No, father Abraham,’ he said, ‘but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’ He said to him, ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.’” – Luke 16:19-31
“Warn a divisive person once, and then warn them a second time. After that, have nothing to do with them. You may be sure that such people are warped and sinful; they are self-condemned.” – Titus 3:10-11 (You may ask what this verse has to do with this post, it does in that this man and the woman were trying to separate me from animals that I considered my kids, family, kids that love me, plus this verse is obviously talking about a very hateful type of person which applies to that male Jersey citizen, that nameless nobody.)
“Fools find no pleasure in understanding but delight in airing their own opinions.” – Proverbs 18:2
Of course if the blonde woman ever goes to my blog and sees she’s become a major story in my blog, it will horrify and I hope shame her, as they were very shameful representatives of their country, or home rather, but what I said about you wasn’t meant to hurt your feelings for the sake of it.
One more thing to say about the stupidity of those who don’t like to see others bring their pets out in public: Why don’t you fools, you hypocrites also babble away at those who use service dogs, why don’t you accuse the blind with, “You’re just using that dog so that you can get around and buy stuff,” or some other evil comment like that? It’s clearly some bizarre hatred, a coveting and jealousy of those who have something they want, in particular, the poor and lowly, or those who in their eyes are poor and lowly, but for all those assumers knew: I was an undercover cop who for whatever reason, was sitting at that spot with my cats to catch a criminal or criminals. In fact, for all the police know, I am an undercover agent working with Homeland security. I can say jealousy with justification as that is a common theme in life, there is of course even a commandment in the “ten” commandments that says not to covet what others have, not to hate them that is, for what they have that you want. The day before yesterday I had even encountered a young Japanese sidewalk performer who said it was sad that my kitten was on my shoulder, and when my kitten made a slight movement to jump onto something I was holding, she used that as an example that my kitten should not be on my shoulder. Yes, I know, this was an extremely stupid person who was so dumb that she thought she could fool me into just abandoning my cat, at which point she’d no doubt take her home with him. And that is in fact what it lead up to, because she then asked this moron immigrant with a heavy Japanese accent, yes, another stranger from another land playing judge of a born-here citizen, “Are you saying I should let my cat down and let her wander wherever she wants?” And she replied, “Yes, if she follows you, then…” and she was obviously going to say then I should bring her home. And obviously then the implication would be then, to let a cat down in a busy sidewalk where any evil imbecile might step on her or snatch her up and do who knows what to her. A truly evil moron. I then said to her, “You’re not thinking straight,” and left. Of course a cat will sometimes follow or not, and just because it doesn’t follow me right away doesn’t mean it doesn’t want to be with me, because as any cat owner knows, and she claimed to be one and a lover of cats, a cat will wander away, just like any human child of a parent or like a friend might do, and then come back, or sometimes get lost and so not come back, or get injured, sick or die. If that is what she truly wanted to happen, that is some random event and to not interfere with what happened at that point (but it was obviously a dumb ploy by a very low IQ person to fool me into giving up my cat), then truly: no wonder you are a sidewalk dancer. It was that stupid girl who shouldn’t have owned animals, even though she said I was the one who shouldn’t because I couldn’t take care of them (and this was based on her stupid assumption I couldn’t, and her jealousy). Good to know I have such cute and beautiful cats that many people become enraged that I have them and they don’t. Thanks God! Too bad those people don’t appreciate me letting them see and pet them, people who don’t deserve such an honor.
“To answer before listening–that is folly and shame.” – Proverbs 18:13.
“The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse. For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like a mortal human being and birds and animals and reptiles. Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen. Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error. Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought not to be done. They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; they have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy. Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.” – Romans 1:18-31
Furthermore, I did actually point out his hypocrisy when I followed him: I twice asked him, “Are you saying I shouldn’t get tips?” to which he had no reply other than to repeat his vain, “You’re a disgrace” cheap shot. In other words, merely because he personally disapproved of how I lived, therefore take it out on the animals he pretends to care for, and instead be a hypocrite and spend it on everything else. Surely they had money to spend and give out: they bought a ticket to Vegas didn’t they? And so what if I even literally dragged my cats to the Strip or ANYWHERE? Are you seriously saying, you fool from Jersey, that you never gave your cats a bath they didn’t want, or didn’t move them to some place they didn’t want to go? If you move will you move your cats with you or let them wander away, you fool? You’re a fool and animals are your master. Are you a PETA moron, a cultist who worships animals, a gay? Is that how you would raise your kids? You’d let your kids go wherever and do whatever you negligent and incompetent moron? Any why if you as you seem to believe, if everyone is an animal treat humans any different? Let humans do what they want to do too then you blind hypocrite? Sadly many people hear, but refuse to listen, and give a careless answer anyways. The treatment of elitists of the poor, or rather the wealthy of the poor, it is in many ways like racism and how many Germans treated the Jews, how they took advantage of them once they impoverished masses of them, and in their lack of love, their hatred, their drunkenness, robbed, mugged, burglarized, and murdered them. Another question for this Jersey male and those who “hate people who bring their pets to the Strip”. Besides your morality of the gaps that I brought up on other animals on the Strip and high traffic areas that no doubt you make no comment about because you are stupid and vain bullies who use cheap shots against the defenseless, at least who are in your eyes to make yourselves feel better and superior or confirm your false belief about your moral perfection and superiority, is that the only thing you hate about the Strip, the only thing you can find to target? What else do you hate, you random bully preachers, you worthless teachers of random opinions? Make a list for me and the rest of us who are not privileged enough to be you. Oh, “I don’t care” you say? Yes, I know, so shut up then morons, live somewhere else and look the other way if you don’t like sights that hurt your easily hurt minds and feelings, you weak minded hurt-over-nothing low-lifes. Also, what do you fools who don’t want cats and the poor on the Strip have to say to PETA, who doesn’t want anyone to have animals at all, and wants cats to be allowed to roam wherever they feel like and be treated as EQUALS TO HUMANS, and any insect, including deadly ones? Do you see now: by whose opinions and feelings should I live by and why, you stupid atheists and people with no traditional or well-thought out religion? I follow God, not people who refer to themselves as ever evolving animals that could be wiped out one day, and who in their ramblings and rants about how to live contradict themselves about how to live and say, “Therefore live however you want.” Okay then, I’ll bring my cats to the Strip if I want, again, shut up then about how I live. “Oh but not if it involves innocent animals!” they may come back with. Who said my pets were innocent, and what is your definition of innocent, and why does it matter if it involves animals or not, which many of you atheists and people with no solid religion or a cultic one eat. How many of you eat animals? So you shut up too. You are stupid, accept that, become humble and turn to God. Stop pretending to be experts or wise about things you aren’t, acknowledge that you are stupid, hateful and change.
At one point the blonde, after saying my cats had no names (even ignoring the fact they had collars with tags on them, how drunk you must have been) with a tone of complaint asked where Princess’ claws were, and was too stupid and drunk to feel for them. How can you not know, if you are so knowledgeable as you pretended to be about cats, that some will and won’t extend them to grab on (you can as many morons do not know, teach a cat words and therefore commands and train them to obey)? Further, whoever it was that was picking her up (I think the red head was) was barely doing so, and I remember Princess was merely being lifted a little from the front, so there would have been no reason for her to extend her claws. Plus she was a little sick and clearly wanted to sleep and rest which is what she’d been doing till whoever it was decided to not let her do.
What amazes greatly is how either of those two females could stand to be around such a violent fool, an obvious bully who after kicking a poor person and making him homeless by disabling him or causing him severe depression would again kick him while he was down and shame him for being down. Truly Vegas is a magnet for stupid hypocrites. To me it says there was something mentally wrong with or something deeply spiritually wrong with them to be able to tolerate such a hateful person. I already know that many women stay with abusive males because those males have beaten them mentally into submission, but these women did not seem to be the submissive type, rather seemed to approve of his violent attitude. I suppose it was so odd to me because they were dressed in a “normal” way, like no different than a so called middle-class American. Now if they were dressed like silly modern witches, new agers, then I could say, “Ah, rich new ager morons who don’t know what it’s like to be poor, to live around morons who bully you for being poor and steal from you in your weakness, morons who gave in to silly beliefs.” It’s another example of why not to judge by mere appearances and mere charm, something the Bible already says,
“Stop judging by mere appearances and make a right judgment!” – Jesus
One more comment, to the Jersey Devil himself: Don’t whine about seeing yourself being put on the spot as a stingy person faced with reality, that you not helping a poor person also has consequences on those relying at that poor person, such as animals, next time, you moron. If I want to demonstrate that fact, or go to the Strip with natural or adopted human kids of my own because I’m not getting enough help for myself and them off the Strip, like in Jersey Island because of stingy self-centered morons like you ignoring me off such places as the Strip, that is my God-given right, and no law made my an imperfect drunken moron man-child like yourself will ever change that.