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I Got Hit By a Car, Very Hard

So, I knew God had some punishment aka chastisement in store for me for my sadly having sunk low and fornicated with a horrid woman at night. God let my rabbit suffer a bit from the impact too to warn me from doing such a thing again. I’m in great pain, and it is very great when I attempt to walk or sit and my organs took a huge hit on the right side, when the impact happened a few hours ago I believed I was about to die and asking people to care for my rabbit and at one point said, “my animal” and one woman if I remember right said, “You’re animal?” as if it sounded odd, but I do not think of him as a mere pet, but as my son and if I said, “My son” they would have thought I was a crazy animal or rabbit guy like a stereotypical “crazy cat lady” I thought. The impact was so hard it bent a hard drive ON THE INSIDE of a padded cooler,  a hard drive which I had found in my storage unit, and amazingly a carbon filtration bandanna in my storage unit the day before and was curious what was on it and was going to try to examine it later but then was hit by the truck. The impact was so hard it struck my rear wheel out of my bike on one side and I cannot get it back in. To my disgust and anger an elderly lady who had been stalking and chasing me with my carrier a few days earlier risking us death, herself too when she stopped on the highway showed up later to ask if I wanted help, but I got away slowly.

Update: I can hardly walk now, let alone get up, I suppose from the inflammation of my muscles and tendons that were hit. Horrible pain!

Update: After two days my rabbit went back to his usual self, and me after four, however due to annoying evil people in my life and a traffic ticket from the accident and not getting my mail completely or on time due to incompetent social workers at NBH paid for by HPN Healthcare broke out hives of three kinds including hand blisters and a burning, itching dry face condition that is like eczema.

 

 

Expedition to Jarbidge, Elko or elsewhere in northern NV with me

If you have a truck and will let me ride in back, with my bunny, I will show you some incredible paradise areas and abandoned cabins I found in those areas, although, some cabins are many miles from the center of those places, there’s also a paradise creek area truly in the middle of nowhere. There’s also rock hounding spots. I have a massive amount of google earth photos with GPS coordinates of many amazing things, including what looks like an abandoned front end of a train in a creek in the middle of no where, rusted it seems. I am hoping to plant some heirloom crops in these places so they won’t go extinct and to provide food for wild animals and my rabbit at some point in the future. I have metal detecting equipment, gold panning, tents, sleeping bags, two cots, two folding chairs, shovels, animal traps, fishing equipment. I lack however sunglasses and a hat with an insect net, if you would be so kind as to provide those things. I will also tell you a cure for the coronavirus, a literal cure. Don’t believe it? Well, consider this, there was a cure for MRSA in medieval times, the formula is online published by scholars, and it was only recently discovered, now, if that was known for hundreds of years, and only a few people like me, a researcher of everything knows about it, what else might I know? A lot… My storage unit is filled with gemstones… Not everyone who lacks a car is, stupid and poor. I’ve been asking for help with these journeys for years, and ironically, not even this virus crisis inspires anyone to avoid this plague with me. Vegas may be strong, but it is not wise, nor Henderson. This message is on my blog, so you ignoramus life-hating and animal-hating with no friends and no life trolls who keep deleting it on Craigslist: you are failures, as always.

Jesus, Random Chance, Skill and Games

November 27, 2018 Leave a comment

Is the game app castle burn/ castleburn merely “pay to play”? Paying just speeds things up, you can always play casual battles and win gold and cards.

I kept losing in casual battles after reaching gold tier II (for the third time) and as usual closed the app, angrily cursing my opponent as a “fag” (sorry my opponents, I’m a sore loser), so I immediately came back in and played again, messing around with bomber mice for literally no reason; I have no idea why I loaded them (perhaps to annoy?) and then messed around not playing seriously and I figged my opponent was just messing around too, and is why he lost so fast to pathetic bomber mice, and then, seeing I was winning with a silly casual strategy, suddenly won, and… saw my rank increase, and thought, what? Yep, I had accidentally rank battled. I was terrified of doing rank anymore since everyone was humiliating me and I felt I must be a horrible player without the money I spent to win rank and without my skill-won + chance and strategic card converting for level ups. Yet i won with MY WEAKEST CARDS and maybe deploying one or two rhinos, if even (I can’t remember as I’m exhausted from having to use a campfire firepit to stay warm in this las vegas winter and my sleeping bag barely kept me warm and I don’t think I slept, memory is hazy. I live in an abandoned house, dirty, me and the house.)

And after this I wonder how many people are accidentally playing rank when they thought casual and so weren’t being as quick as they should have been? Or using an inferior strategy because their usual wasn’t working in casual? This game clearly has random elements, it’s like poker, BUT, persistance does pay off, and you may get “lucky” if your opponent is dying for more sushi and suddenly starts face-stuffing or chugging down a beer while stressing out or spilling olive oil all over his phone…

So it would be a more fun game if there were physical prizes, not merely paying to say, “haha i beat you with more money and you were sleepy and distracted”. But here’s an irony: isn’t that the case with all sports, card games or not: who had enough money and comfort to stay on top and so use their skill best? How well is your enemy gonna play if his beloved wife, kids or pets just died or his house burned down in winter, or is homeless in burning heat, druggies thieving off you, a cruel manager or a coworker sexually harassing you or parents abusing you, and on and on and on? So no matter what, it’s NEVER going to only be about mere skill, intelligence, strength or money, but all kinds of factors going on in your personal life, in fact, the Bible points out that riches will not always save, or a strong high wall, not even with wisdom.

I was trying to post this in reddit but it kept annoying me with those stupid time-wasting recaptchas, whoever uses those on their website is a true moron and evil person. Recaptchas are disgusting evil time waste as trying to scroll them causes wrong imaged to be pressed. Good riddance to reddit as i’m not dealing with that childish self-important website crap anymore nor gonna be harassed into using their app.

Side notes:

goblin tanks and amazons are cheesey, cheap, cheese, I only use amazons to distract and annoy since so many use them, so now, because some cheese players keep using those annoying fat lesbians, me too then, be annoyed too cheese players and enjoy that annoying sound of wood breaking.



How Clark County, Nevada Abuses & Criminalizes Poverty & Being Homeless & Starves & Neglects Animals at Lied Animal Shelter (& Covered It Up by Blaming Me)

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(A screen shot of a picture/message Lied emailed me on March 30, 2017)

First off:

I just got an email (shown above) from Lied Animal Shelter aka The Animal Foundation thanking me for helping them showing a picture of white newborns that look like my white newborn kitten they murdered (or rather Animal Control) and saying they want my help for their neediest newborns and saying they couldn’t have done it without me. You mean me being forced as an impoverished or homeless person to buy my repeatedly stolen or confiscated pets back only for bully officials and cops to starve and kill them and even steal my carriers? You’re ruthless thieves, animal-neglecters and abusers doing whatever for a fast buck. You murdered my kids, tortured them with starvation before doing it, used my money to do it, what little I had, exhausted me to the bone to repeatedly get to your shelter to get my kids back, put me in jail for nearly half a year and starved me for good deeds, forced me to accept a deal claiming I’m the one who committed your crimes, and I’m “helping you”, and you rub it in with emails like that. Clark County’s government is sick, twisted and evil.

Please do not take animals to Lied, which is basiacally a state-sanctioned animal hoarding organization. Even my much older adoption records show Lied is negligent in feeding animals, all my records show my cats repeatedly, including healthy ones LOST weight at Lied:

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(A screenshot from a videi I made of one of three kittens confiscated from me by police at the Strip who arrested me because they didn’t like cats and me bringing them their outside of legal hours, when I came late at night with them, which ended up at Lied Shelter for 10 days, starved to the bone as I tried showing by gently squeezing it on the video I made about one or two hours after buying them back. Lied was going to kill them they said (had I not rescued them from Lied, police arrested me again with them 2 days later at the Strip with a newborn I rescued, their pretentious excuse was because I brought them there, and murdered them all within the day after feeding them, THEY WERE NOT SUFFERING OR DYING!)).

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My court apptd. attorney’s chiefly Jennifer Fraser failed, I believe purposely failed to acknowledge these pictures and posts despite me repeatedly telling her about them. She kept siding with the cops who took/stole them and kept trying to get me to take a plea deal in which I basically let the county/state claim I starved and killed these cats. I’m sure she and the other attorneys did and do this so they won’t have trial losses in their career records. She is clearly a horrible defender and I think knows she’s too weak in trials to be convincing so tried to get rid of me for her convenience. I mention this fiasco again below farther down.

I’ve experienced and noticed repeatedly cops and judges (enabled by the county officials and government over them) mistreat, assume about, stereotype and falsely accuse persons for either saying they are homeless, disabled or poor or for their (the cops or by cops’ claims) visual judgment that they are homeless or poor or very poor. Specifically cops, security guards (and anyone else in the world EVEN IN ANCIENT TIMES!) will treat you poorly for appearing to be very poor, especially sometimes if disabled.

Many professional studies confirmed that humans will discriminate/treat others poorly or unjust/fair/ly based on their beauty and lack of it or ugliness and attractiveness (and it’s also common sense) but it’s been that way since ancient times like in the Bible story, “The People of Gibeon Trick Israel” where the healthy, good-looking Gibeonites were terrified at being destroyed by Israel so dressed in poor clothing and pretended in other ways to be poor to elicit sympathy and mercy from them. It worked, they were spared by a peace treaty.

Now that’s an example of human mercy and compassion FOR the poor and needy. And as a side note: remember that those were Hebrews/Jews AND were ancient CHRISTIANS (some were not tho, but evil as the Bible repeatedly points out) and those Hebrew Christians were looking forward to Christ’s sacrifice. Don’t agree? Remember this?: Judaism (the so called “Jewish religion” — “Jewish” the ethnicity is often confused with “Judaism” the religion) didn’t exist in Moses’ or Joshua’s time, not even Solomon’s! There was no “Jewish religion”, only pre-Christ Christianity. Not all Jews understood God tho, so were punished by God repeatedly. But back to my point: the mercy those Jews showed was symbolic of God’s mercy (even tho the Jews didn’t come about in the delivery of that mercy correctly.) And God was showing how the poor should be showed mercy and compassion (and symbolically that my humbling yourself/losing your pride you can obtain peace with God).

But that’s not how the world is often to the poor. Instead they stereotype them as stupid and criminal people. Often the MENTALLY ILL (pathologically deluded, arrogant and bitter/narcissists and those lacking any conscience at all a.k.a. psychopaths) managers, guards, cops and judges (even other poor and homeless) will stereotype a homeless person as being

1. chronically jobless (as in not having an employer with a business license who paid the government to get it) AND poor-looking or dirty-looking or having poorly combed hair as
2. IRRESPONSIBLE (as in someone who, out of wrong logic and hate blames any problems they have on others to the point where they are often criminally annoying others or breaking WHATEVER law, no matter how inconsequential that law is because they believe they can do no wrong, so, are mentally ill or evil and needing moral guidance)

3. LAZY (therefore evil), or just EVIL/CRIMINAL out of their bias

4. A drug-addict or drunk

5. Having a mental problem (sometimes people will say that as an insult, to bully, or to provoke the person they are insulting into trying to fight so that the bully, like guard or cop can charge them with attempted battery or obstruction)

6. having some contagious comtact disease like mrsa

7. a thief

8. someone who due to being mentally ill or evil cannot be peaceful with others and therefore is homeless

My point is that when someone, cop or noncop calls someone “homeless”, they can actually mean that as an insult made to deliberately provoke that person into violence (to make it easy to villify them as being “bad”), and it’s no different then “fighting words” (some laws make it legal to fight someone for using provacatory words, like “Fight me”, even in Clark County), and it can simply be said out of disgust, hate, even tho the person saying “he’ss homeless” doesn’t believe they are really homeless (so is just being malicious), or can mean any one of those stereotypes. My other point is “homeless” doesn’t have a single meaning. It literally or basically means , “Not having a frequent place of living” which means “not having a non-mobile house”. So it could also simply mean a homeless person is merely someone who travels much, explores much or wanders much (not because they must be mentally ill). That could be a wealthy businessman who spends short stays in hotels or houses. That is why it is an act of hateful and biased discrimination (and not Constitutional too) to punish a person for not having a particular place in which they live or an enclosed shelter or owned land they live on (or to even indirectly or associate with a punishment as if it’s due to not having such things that a person does or is likely to do illegal or immoral things like rape someone or kill or sterilize someone elses’ animal wihout their permission or using unethical deception, lies or unethical force or threat of force or threat of withholding their animal unless they do what they ask).

Therefore it shouldn’t be a court stipulation (as I talk about below) that a person accused of a crime be required to have very speciicmliving residence, or pay for it themselves, even a p.o. box, or be required to see a mental doctor for not having any specific living residence, like a “homeless shelter”).

It’s simply wrong to assume a person is evil, unwise, incompitent or of low intelligence (and by extension then of low worth and not worthy of treating kindly or richly) merely for being or appearing to be poor, very poor, dirty, ugly or homeless/houseless, even for wandering often too. Think: Some people pretend to be poor even to get free things and do you want people make snap negative assumptions about you over mere clothing, your cleanliness at the moment they see you, your scars or moles, or because you say you wander or travel a lot or don’t have a house? “As you would have (others) do to you, so do to them.” So then, don’t be impatient, don’t be careless with who you give help to, don’t be quick to anger, don’t be gullible or simple by believing someone is stupid, evil, good or wise merely because they are poor one moment and rich the next or vice versa!:

James 2:2-4:
“Suppose a man comes into your meeting wearing a gold ring and fine clothes, and a poor man in shabby clothes also comes in. If you lavish attention on the man in fine clothes and say, “- Here is a seat of honor,” but say to the poor man “You must stand,” or, “Sit at my feet,” have you not discriminated among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts?”

“don’t forget to be friendly to outsiders; for in so doing people have entertained angels without knowing it.”

And remember: Did Jesus even have a home? No, and not even a pillow. He deliberately made himself completely poor to lead by example and rescue others, humans first of course and even animals and so called pets by doing that. He didn’t play celebrity, didn’t wear gold chains or look for the trendiest clothing or hairstyle or command, “Look clean continually, avoid smelling bad: shower at least three times a day, don’t stand in front of a Caesar’s Palace or Walmart without buying anything every 15 minutes from them and make sure you’re holding a grocery bag and receipt when you do at all times. Never sit in mourning in public, never put ashes on your head or dress in sackloth, smile at all times and never look very sad if anything bad happens to you, family, friends or your pets ot because don’t have any.”

“[Jesus] said to them, “You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of others, but God knows your hearts. What people value highly is detestable in God’s sight.”

Jesus, than you Jesus was not a cold-hearted, arrogant hater of the poor or those who made themselves poor by giving and giving, helping and helping. It’s not a crime, sin or immoral, to look poor or get mud or dust on yourself or put wear on your clothing from work or travel or sitting on something other than a bleached, clean flat floor. “Whoever humbles themselves will be exalted.” … “Jesus said to him, “If you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.”” …

A LITTLE about me:

I was misdiagnosed with psoriasis when I was 16 (it matters as it hindered me curing or better treating my actual scalp condition), I just learned this from studying why, , my scalp won’t stop flaking, burning and itching and why 2 doctors said it was Seb d.

Here’s my problem: it in large part has kept me homeless (besides that my narcissist parents have been kicking me out since I was 8, think of narcs as all super arrogant, cold, emotionally chaotic, super-stubborn and self-centered RELENTLESSLY extemely immature, memory-impaired, very deluded, never-sorry, always defensive, know-it-alls, highly vengeful, retaliatory… it’s almost being a psychopath, in some ways, much worse!)

How? Mine is heavily stress-triggered: my memories are filled with abusive behavior and insults from my parents, it’s caused ptsd, so whenever I stress especially meet someone who acts like my parents, it flares up tremendously: MY SCALP BURNS AND ITCHES LIKE HELL, FLAKES TO NO END, that causes it to get worse because the pain is stressful, and worse because of the stress from moving around all the time to scratch the itchiness and piling build-up of flakes, and that in turn exhausts me, THE STRESS from that exhaustion makes it flare up too, then all that itching, pain, moving around causes SLEEP LOSS, as in I CANNOT SLEEP AT ALL, I can end up not sleeping FOR WEEKS and at best go into a trance-state, dream, but hear the noises around me, can even sorta see, but also since homeless and poor (from all this scalp hell, exhaustion, lack of sleep, and an inability to walk far, and now recently knees giving out) but that being the case (plus a damaged right shoulder that is getting worse and worse and painful to sleep on) I wake up in minutes!

Now get this: the sleep loss stresses me out and that causes flare ups. Oh, but that’s not all: I get crippling pain in my neck every few days accompanied with migraines that can last half the day or not stop unless I sleep or use the maximum safe level or tylenol combined with ibuprofin (I can’t afford that much): BUT THE MIGRAINES (and shoulder pain and back pain, I have to sleep rough often as homeless) keep me awake! It also ALWAYS feels as if I’ve been beaten up. My muscles are always very sore as are my joints. I’m not 85 but I imagine that that must be how it feels. I’ve used Xanax twice, it helped me sleep both times however my disability income kept getting cut off (3 times for wrong and stupid reasons) so I was never able to get a prescription.

And that isn’t the end: The more I walk (which is why I try not to and bicycle instead, though my 48th bike was just stolen – since 2011 here) the more frequent I have some sort of nerve shock in my spine somewhere that causes me to immediately fall to my knees in pain, it winds me nearly. I can recover fast, now and then it happens twice in a row, but it’s terrible.

Now I’ve often been made fun of and belittled by cops saying I’m lazy, and “a grown man”, shouldn’t ask my parents for help and who know nothing of my probs and don’t want to hear it, and they think dermatitis is not a disability or laugh at it and “back pain” or like one female detective did, point to a scar on her neck and said she had surgery (the Hell? — and I, homeless, not an oppressor for money like you, a thief/predator on the poor like you, have money for surgery?), and so I’ll just tell these idiots, who are called “cops” that I’m depressed (guess how depressed being that this has been happening since I was 16, and when for many years every girl wanted me, yet now I’m society’s trash?)

I truly think the majority of cops are mentally ill, narcissists or super conceited with a false flattering view of their decency or goodness. Some are like wild animals, simpleminded due to arrogance of thinking they “know enough” and are “grown men” and so have mentally lazy attitude or they’re simply hateful, bitter, using their job to find human punching bags to take their anger out on (while getting paid to do it, or worse looking for people to sexually take advantage of.

What these cops DON’T realize is that their callous comments and insults cause my seb. d. to flare up! Badly! In effect, their evil mouths and stupid arrests keep me in pain, exhausted, awake, bitter, severely depressed, homeless! You’re not HELPING me or the community repeatedly pushing and dragging me around! You’re literally assaulting and battering me, even if with just rude speech as it has an extreme physical impact! How would you like me doing that to you with you having such a physical condition? STOP ASSUMING. STOP THREATENING, STOP INSULTING, STOP WITH THE STUPID, SMUG, CARELESS, KNOW-IT-ALL COMMENTS MEANT TO DRIVE THE POOR TO SUICIDE OR PUNCH YOUR MOUTHS SO YOU CAN GET PAID LEAVE AND JUSTIFY YOUR HARASSING THEM BY PRETENDING THAT WHEN/IF THEY RETALIATE IT PROVES YOU RIGHTLY STOPPED THEM! No! If you punch wrongly they may rightly punch back!

You should go to Hell you Satanic demon possessed bullies. Bullies, racist hypocrites, well-fed, self-centered, arrogant gluttons, terrorists, conniving stalkers. You’re criminals who weaseled your way into getting a badge, weaseled as in pretended to be moral and good to become a cop.

But so that’s still not all of my physical problems: my neck will every few minutes (since 16 I think) become rigid, I have to crack it thoroughly or it locks up, if I don’t: nerve shocks, those collapsing kinds.

That’s still not all: When I’m in sunlight and heat up, and am, as usual exhausted, then walk or bike or scoot in the heat especially high heat I want to die, it overheats me that quickly. If I don’t seek shade I feel I’ll die, and in the cool I want to sleep desperately! But I can’t, flies will start landing on me outside or inside security guards tell me to leave.

That’s still not all: carrying even slight weight on my back, heavy jacket even tremendously increases the chance of nerve shocks and migraines.

That’s still not the end: the sound of traffic makes me scalp flare up!

I forgot to mention ants biting me at parks or scrub areas when I try to sleep there (wish I had a folding cot).

To deal with all this, I, having limited energy, ability to get far, no money usually, not being able to carry much liquid, and DESPERATE for sleep to get rid of my Hellish aches and pains and not feel the itching and burning anymore and regain energy, again, desperate for sleep, will go into abandoned or vacant homes or into obscure alleys or into the desert. I know, you’re thinking: why not a shelter?

1. I don’t want mrsa
2. I’m sick of ranting schizos
3. Thieves
4. The stink
5. I’m desperate for IMMEDIATE SLEEP and pain relief
6. Trying to get out of that energy-sapping, migraine-inducing sun
7. Trying to avoid scalp flare ups from loud traffic noise (there are no nearby shelters and Southern Help of NV is a long walk)

Problem is: I can’t sleep even if I manage to do any of this because

1. Houses: Fear of cops bursting in (or insane persons) into houses that is
2. Outside in the desert: flies, ants, mosquitos at night, no pillow, no blanket, wind blows sand in my eyes and mouth (when in desert areas), yes, mosquitoes are everywhere,
3. At parks: cops will wake you up, ants, flies, heat (day), or just worry over druggies sneaking up on me to make off with wharever
4. Alleys: worry over druggies, often no water around, and where to poop?!

It’s not funny.

It got worse:

In NV, where homelessness (and being disabled is caught in this net) is criminalized and treated as a source of crime, cops kept harassing me for criticizing them on my blog, and so took their hate out on me and my pets more severely, increasingly, looking for any excuses to do so, like some narcissist crazy cat lady type angry I don’t give her a free kitten (cuz only she with her imaginary riches and good morals and female gender and white skin should have pets, or service animals) calls animal control on me (even if no animal is seen with me! Yes, it happened people!) and cops tag along to add their harassment. It culminated in more carrier confiscations and worse of course taking my cats, 3 kittens, Lied Shelter starving them for 10 days, me adopting them back with all the money cops didn’t find on me (yes, cops steal from those on foot, especially “homeless”) and having to use Lied’s flimsy box with a handle carriers to get them back to the apartment I was living at (but a particular animal control stalker bitch, some short stalker narcissist fat white bitch with brown hair who stole one of my kittens) ruined it for me by scaring my roommates into kicking me out for, get this: being homeless and having pets. Yes, even when I’M NOT HOMELESS AND THESE STALKER COPS KNOW IT, THEY TRY TO MAKE ME HOMELESS, WITH PETS, AND PRETEND THEY’RE HELPING ANIMALS, AND ME, TO GET A HOME.

SO, where are we? We’re at me getting the 3 kittens back, now bony, two now mildly sick, but alive and kicking, even playing! Low on energy and skinny cuz Lied fed them like Las Vegas feeds inmates in South Tower CCDC: shit, and barely any shit. A day later I rescued a beautiful white abandoned newborn kitten, went to get feeding syringes for it, posted ad/s on craigslist asking for a surrogate mom for it:

a detective (Ortega) arrests me for having them with me, tosses the newborn on the ground, has me put the cats in my carriers, scolds me for, “how do you who you’re selling them to, they’re strangers. I know the law, you can’t sell live animals.” I wasn’t trying to sell them. He and 2 other detectives stole my property, money $90, refused to look at my adoption or vet records, had the kittens killed after putting them in blazing heat for 15 minutes, trapped in carriers, wrote lies in “Trial notes” on my ticket (apparently Ortega feared I’d sue him) saying, “First I read him his Miranda rights”, no you didn’t animal abuser, that I denied the cats food by not putting food in the carriers, that the carriers were “maloderous”, “overcrowded” (with 3 “emmadiated” kittens?), gave them “dirty water” (catfood particles you super fat idiot), denied them food (cuz I didn’t put it in the carriers when he arrested me) and “boxed/crated… cat” (just one huh? And what box, fat idiot thief Ortega?). Then the a.c. vet added lies, pretended I hit one cuz it had a pink hip (idiot: cat skin IS PINK, MR. VET, IDIOT). He killed all four, AFTER feeding the skinny ones. And Ortega put my wagon, ID, debit card and ebt card in the evidence room, and stole my bike pump.

Sept 16. I point out on c.list this harassment and abuse, in 2 posts.

Sept 21. A white male detective accuses/charges me with starving and killing them, asked,

a. Did you give kittens dirty water
b. Did you take kittens from their moms
c. Did you steal cats
e. Are you calling these cops liars?

(He never read me my Miranda rights, he had no recorder, no interview room, took him 15 seconds at the jail to ask these dumb questions while “detaining me”, yet had me put in an overcrowded “fish tank” and had me rot for 3 days in jail, and a guard made me stay 3 more hours for not walking fast enough, and did I mention Sept 21 was my birthday, and I’d FINALLY just fallen asleep when cops “detained” me, and stole copper wire off me, claiming it was illegal to have copper wire (yet more hard work and money of the poor stolen by cops, the “state”).

When I asked why he was detaining me he replied, strangely, “I don’t care if you get out of court or not.”

Oct. 23, after harassing me on my blog, that detective showed up at my house with the blonde detective with her poor-her-scar and steals my kittens, putting them in pillow cases, then pretends they’ll leave me alone (but the male keeps pestering me) and had code enforcement (illegally) board me out.
Oct 25: Arrests me, steals 3 more.

Judge Dianne Sullivan claims I’m a danger to animals, refuses to OR me or lower my bail, I’m forced to repeatedly see 5 different judges, jailed for 4 starving, bullied, sleep-deprived, bright, loud, intercom-blasting months, DA rejects my offer to expose a child molester at the Strip (and a serial killer, and a rapist-arsonist-wannabe, and a cat killer, and a cat-torturer after pretending she needed a month (forcing me to stay 5 months) to consider all that (and much more), my defenders tried behind my back to find me legally insane, withheld my discovery, literally wouldn’t show me. My defenders too specifically Jennifer Frazier withheld my offer till the last second, including info on terrorist plots, she apparently never mentioned that last part. Further, Lied wouldn’t show my adoption records or the health notes on them, only confiscation records.

Due to all that trickery, and from extreme starvation and not being able to take listening to COs babbling loudly at all hours plus blasting intercom messages and contant loud acitivity from meal and med deliveries, snoring inmates and schizo babblers that COs wouldn’t put in isolation but kept next to me (one was so crazed I wrote a medical kite in his name to get rid of him, and he signed it!)… due to all that I accepted, “starving four animals, 1 year no contact with animals or animal orgs — so I can’t go to Lied to get those records to prove they starved the 3 kittens… how convenient for you cops, PETA and DA Ferara, and my asshole attorney Frazier who kept defending, smugly, the cops), and I have to find a house and see a psychiatrist by March 31 (interesting that’s what the stalker detective on my blog threatened he’d “force” on me and kept in both plea deals from this sicko DA).

Well, being massively exhausted and having no money, and SHNV being hardly available, I’ve gotten no where. Consider the hateful irony: Sullivan said 31st wd be “plenty of time,” to get this done, not knowing a thing about me but that for 5 months I behaved, and when it’s these sickos and pride-drowned, willfully ignorant ignoramuses that need a mental doctor, not only that: JAILED FOR A YEAR WHEN I WAS REPEATEDLY ALREADY TRYING TO GET SHNV’S HELP, TRYING TO GET A JOB, AND YET COPS KEPT ILLEGALLY EVICTING ME, HARASSING ME, AND THE STATE LETTING DRUGGIE THIEVES FLOURISH, JAIL ME FOR BEING HOMELESS?!

So the state makes bullying the homeless and their animsls legal sport, even murdering their animals and forcing them to pay to get them back, never reimbursing them for the carriers they confiscate (if you the government can’t afford your own carriers, you animal hoarding government, don’t steal them from the poor, leave animals alone period) and doesn’t give these homeless adequate help for disabled homeless persons, trepasses them arbitrarily from wherever, when they’re doing nothing wrong in my case, again, steals from them, and also punishes them by jailing them, and uses torture and obstruction (hiding my records) gets them to confess or agree to basically, “being willfully and maliciously homeless” so the state can’t be blamed for anything, like having morons, thugs and thiefs for cops. You, “the state”, can’t afford your own carriers, or to feed inmates adequately (or so it pretends), yet, Sullivan gleefully claims the county is going to start its own homeless program…

Please: Stop hiring sick emporers with no clothes like this. Stop hiring cops, judges and leaders without first doing EXTREME VETTING on their mental health and morality, and obey God: do not oppress the poor and needy, orphans or widows, but, “As you’d have done to you, so do to others.”

One last note, facts from research:

“When abused children under court protection were studied in California and Massachusetts, it turned out that a disproportionate number of them were unattractive.”

“Good-looking adults are more likely to get away with anything from shoplifting to cheating on exams to committing serious crimes.”

Now, this translates to: humans are more likely to do wrong to those they see as unattractive, more likely to be biased (misjudge/lie TO HELP) in favor of those they find beautiful. Do you think “the government” and the thugs they hire are immune to this? Think on this too: A cop that is not good is more likely to get hired if white then a better cop who is not, in white dominated areas (and on and on). But, this is sick: to put it into law, bully laws, and to actually punish a person with jail for being disabled, depressed, having no specific address, car or shelter (that a richie rich approves of)… for not beint attractive, but ugly. In essence, school bullies (or who got bullied and want revenge, or both) have become our leaders, cops, lawyers and law makers.

Two more things: Me being around and holding, kissing, petting CATS (with non-coarse fur and not trying to bite or claw my face when I do, obviously) causes my depression and seb. d. to subside! So for someone, a judge or not to tell me to “stay away from animals” (and as if animals matter more than humans!… tho admittedly a good animal is better than an evil human) is sick, it’s hurtful, immoral, evil and being a torturer and bully. It’s truly sick. If cats could make kids’ cancer go away but it inconvenienced the cats for however long, for example, then SO WHAT if the cats felt “bad”? What matters more, the suffering human or a cat becoming aggravated? Yet this is the crazy and oppressive way of life many liberals (usually all narcissists) want everyone to live like: like we should worship animals, roaches even, as if God made man to serve animals, bugs. Disgusting!

Stop forcing your liberal religion, your personal feelings on others! You’re rejecting common sense, you’re spitting on God! You liberals and your feelings cannot replace God and his Law! “As you’d have done to you so do to others” NOT “Cater to liberal philosophy, to emotional whims of man, to animals barking, hissing, chirping or roaring.” A lion roaring is not my law, it’s the commands of God, stop hindering me with your emdless and ever-changing emotional whims, your, “Well if I think ur doing wrong ur going to jail fera year.” Angry bitter hypocrite white-washed bitch with your purple robe, go to Hell with ur whining and God-complex. Stop pretending to care about animals when you and your ilk use it as cheap cover of righteousness to mask the hate in you, you control freak judges.

Note: I’m not saying all officials are equally bad or that there aren’t any who couldn’t be called honorable or decent, cops included. As a Christian I must be strict and precise with how I judge right from wrong and must use God’s Law/legal standard of right from wrong and therefore use that standard to judge (if there’s a need to) judge someone’s character or relationship with God (with what evidence is available) by their actions. For you who say, “You shouldn’t judge”, you’re immoral and don’t know God, that’s my judgment. Who says not to judge right from wrong or if someone does either or if they are GOOD, HONORABLE, DECENT OR EVIL? Not Jesus:

“Stop judging by mere appearances and make a right judgment.” he said. When he said, “Don’t judge”, if you read the rest of the context right after nearly he’s saying to be careful with your judgments and not to be a hypocrite judging BY getting the log out of your eye when judging those with mere splinters in their eye/s (if you’re a hypocrite you’re not a Christian, if you’re a Christian God had opened your eye/s enough to know right from wrong and set and keep you on the path to eventual perfect understanding of God’s, his known will that is, as God says he has higher thoughts and secrets). That blinder in your spiritual eye/s (also your ability also to reason logically concerning God’s basic teachings, especially on salvation) aka “the log” can only be removed by God. YES, the Bible says God deliberately blinds, other parts imply or say He lets Satan do it (so God is in that case indirectly accomplishing His plan using evil people/angels and acts just as he does with good acts or natural events).

And do you think only Hitler’s “good” acts should be pointed out or any bad a person does be ignored (that would make everyone who does much “good” no matter what they do or unable to be judged as not only never doing wrong or making a mistake but never able to be known an “evil” even if all they ever did was abuse animals or rape anyone, even innocent or good kids, common sense. Do you have common sense?).

Remember Matthew 25:

“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people… the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you >since the creation of the world< (remember the Bible teaches God predestines everyone's life experiences). For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me. … Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.' … Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.' … they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life."

My Beloved Cat PoosPoos is Gone Again

A new cat in the family? About a cat I rescued.

I encountered a female cat with blue eyes, who seems to be a Birman x Calico or Tortie, near to where I live two days ago and she was just about bony and so starved that when I offered her food she immediately ran to me and ate, and ended up eating two cans of cat food. I came back for her tonight as she seemed to be an abandoned cat and I got the impression there were no roaches in her spot for her to eat and she was clearly too scared of traffic to go past her borders. She was still around and so skinny she looked like a grown kitten in the distance. When she saw me this time at about 2:00 AM she immediately hid but no so that I couldn’t easily find her. I saw her head and then went back for a can of food in one of my bike panniers and when I came back to her opening it and saying, “food” repeatedly she ran very fast to me and with her tail up and fully bottle brushed and rubbing on my legs a little immediately went for the can of can food after I chopped it up a little with the lid that I pulled off of it, and knowing she was that hungry I just dumped it out on the sidewalk for her again and she ate it quickly. I put her on my belly and held her up like a baby afterwards and with only a few hisses and batting at my shoes during that time she let me carry her to my bike, and I put her on top of my carrier. She jumped off twice and she ended up following me onto the sidewalk on the other side of the wall and since she was scared of the loud traffic I helped guide her and at one point a cop past me and then circled back, seemingly twice and starred at me a little, perhaps because I had no lights on my bike, but I was in a parking lot at that point with only one car there with two people watching the odd scene and he turned around and left. I carried her mostly and she kept meowing in distress and at one point I could see her face was filled with sadness and worry and I put her head in the crack of my body and bicep and rubbed her face repeatedly and almost getting there she wanted to jump off again and I let her and she then rolled around on the sidewalk by an office as if having just gotten pregnant and expressing happiness over it. I went back to her and took her to my area quickly and gave her another can of cat food, and then left her hoping she’d stay and went to a certain spot to charge my laptop and finish watching Mad Max – Fury Road. For now I’ve been falling her Bushtail or Bottle Brush.

 

Update: Some took her I think, this was maybe in early August.

How Bad Is My Life?

This morning I thought about the strange events I go through and hear about from others, bizarre people with mental problems, maybe demonic, and thinking about how perhaps the suffering I go through which though painful is not really much to complain about, as I often see very crippled people, elderly and severely drug addicted going about every day, often the same ones, clearly very miserable and tortured, so why should I worry so much as if I myself won’t be able to “make it”? I think of pigeons too, how some become very dirty and live a miserable life for maybe years, and
they survive. So, if I have my youth and strength, no addictions, and have a lot going for me including a religion with a good base as opposed to a free for all mind wildly going everywhere, it’s not so bad, for me at least. Yesterday night I encountered two blacks, somewhat young, and both had 99 cent store carts on the sidewalk filled with products and were apparently going home. I was on my bike going in the proper direction on the sidewalk behind them with a lot of bulk and my three cats in my carrier on my bike and was biking very slowly, more than enough for them to move aside politely. The male let me pass, however his apparent wife, a clear Walmart employee decided to TAKE THE ENTIRE SIDEWALK despite full well knowing I was trying to get through. And she rudely deliberately got in my way. So I squeezed past her anyways going to the edge of the curb and looked back at her and she said, “Shouldn’t you be on the street?” I learned actually, NO, and that it’s a myth bikers have to be there when riding. The law problem comes in when you’re going in the opposite direction, and especially are not easy to see, and worse, speeding with people walking in the way, obviously. But clearly she was in the wrong as, 1, she and her husband illegally took the carts, 2, she deliberately got in my way when she could have easily gone IN FRONT of her cart rather than to the side and taking up all the space except a literal inch and that only because she wasn’t trying to be extra annoying, though still was being a kind of bully, 3, suppose I dismounted, I then would have been taking up more space by standing at the side of my bike trying to get past her, so her complaining and annoyance was uncalled for. So I turned around and headed for her and she immediately started babbling in arrogance and she said she’d hit me if I didn’t going away, or hit me for some reason. I then tried to record her on my cellphone and pursued her across the street with her husband watching and began recording and I said, “I can understand if you are angry” (because of her being poor and having trouble pushing her cart and the usual annoyances in life) but she cut me off before I could say another word and again began arrogantly ranting and threw two LARGE, not even medium sized, but large rocks at me into the street, and then her husband began chasing me to the point where my backpack fell off my bike. And despite me repeatedly saying I had cats on my bike they were still being jerks. But as I made it back to the main street trying to prevent him from touching me he wised up seeing the traffic and seemed to notice my cats and then backed away. At one point he had said, “If you touch her I will…” but I forget what he said, it was however a violent threat and stupid as I was clearly trying to prevent my bike from falling and trying to stay on it. I went to Walmart to complain but they didn’t make or want to make the effort to identify her but said she could have been from another store. She would have been from either the one at Trop and Pecos or the one on Russel Road. She was a bulky somewhat short black woman with her hair, for lack of a better way to explain it, pulled up on her head, though not high, but flat, maybe with a bun in back, a small one, and not round, I think. She was wearing beige pants. This happened sometime not long after 10 PM last night, in Las Vegas, so if you know who she was, please let know. And so you know, my carrier is gold and not hard to see, and pretty big.

As for the strange event I mentioned, it was that of a homeless girl who claimed to be 24 who has been in my area for perhaps two or three days. Someone I knew said she claimed to be demon possessed, and the next day and become the girlfriend of a homeless schizophrenic man I am sometimes with who smells horribly almost always after claiming her boyfriend “ran away”, and yet she leaned on him and without any sign of disgust fully tolerated his smell. She was pretty, and he immoral and rude even if friendlyish and helpful at times and I was the one often helping him as opposed to the other way around, so it was annoying to see this, but after I parted from them he told me this morning that she freaked out on him. I asked him what happened and he claimed she had a “living nightmare” and wouldn’t wake up and that (when she did) that at Subway threw her drink at him with it loaded with soda and accused him of being a murderer.